HELOOOO! i can't believe two weeks after school ended, noone had really call me! WTH! okay, overall i've submitted my resumes to 7 different companies and zero has called me. yey yey im gonna stuck at home and be housewife. anw, im already like a housewife...except no husband. husband wants to be declared as boyfriend forever. he thinks he forever young you know.

every morning i wake up, go market, buy grocery and cook. yes, every single day! my mum was soooooo used to me cooking everyday that she cried when i didn't cook....which was yesterday. my kpo sister said that my mum was like ' maner kakak.............asal dier tk masak.......ibu penat......sobs sobs! "

alamak one day off also cry you know. anw, congrats to all currently working full time and earning some money!! :'( every single day i confide in bf saying that nobody wants me to work with them. i'm such a sore loser. kental and all. i felt so depressed until he finally said something....which...kinda shock me....

" when God gave you time to rest, you rest. when God give you work already, then don't complain because He gave you time to rest already..."


and i'm like true true. and from that day onwards, i didn't complain. hoho. anw, that day 91.3fm randomly plays no air song by chris brown and jordin sparks. wow berzaman you know the song and i find the song so beautiful...that this two girls decide to spoil the whole song. haha.

back in year 1, we noticed this guy who consistently comes to school with an afro and his afro maintained until he graduates. (imagine he got afro for straight 3 years) there were quite a number of afro in tp but some of the afro like squiward, so damn dry like pubic hair, some wear hairband. but for this particular afro, he looks like he went to salon to do his hair every single morning you know. hmm and this two girls came up with this song....










no hair no hair....

anw! went out with didi...like finally. it's been sooooooooooooooo freakin long we didn't go out...so yeah we decide to snap here and there. as usual lah, this guy ah if i ask him to pose..he'll give weird2 poses.


robot pose also got. ya his poses all damn stiff. so i ask him to chill out and be less stiff. (step jay manuel from america next top model). so i ask to walk while pose. wah extra you know all his poses.


and when it comes to my turn..........................................................i got shots like...




WTH FIR!! whats with the handssssssss. im not photogenic afterall!! camera hates meee! company will rather close down than having me as their model and wassup with me having weird poses?? makcik lah, bunny lah. damn depressing you know.