guess who's back? guess who's back? she is back..she is back..

okay it's just some random eminem's song ok. so, hello people! this is will be my very first official post of 2011! hurrrrayyy.











shut up you napoleon. this will be my forever favourite movie. this guy never fails to crack me with his GOSH-WHAT-DO-YOU-THINK?? alah, it's just an old movie which i always watch. just pretend you know this movie ok?

anyway, it's been so long i never update my blog due to my hectic life. oh cmon dude everybody has a hectic life! even jobless people also got hectic life k. wait for armpit hair to grow den shave, wait again, shave. hectic right??


okay, school drove me nuts BUT im glad to say school's out!

it's sad to leave TP. sayang you know. you know why? because throughout the 3 years, i only explored 1/5 of TP only. i didn't make use of the beautiful reservoir thats right behind the school. i didnt camwhored at the fountain. i never step inside the gym before and wonder how its like smelling TP student's hairy armpit, i never dine in at sugarloaf, the top table! wth fir!!

however, i ended with a depressing paper. i don't know whether it's me or the paper that driving us crazy. how could we managed to complete all the accounting question plus an essay question plus 3 short ques in an hour??

i did the accounting question for like an hour and i didn't managed to get the right answer and once he said '5 mins left', i rushed to do the 10 marks essay...which i didnt exactly. i just gave some rubbish answer. so, to conclude everything, i couldnt do the account question, i couldnt do the essay ques, i skipped the short structured question, how many marks do you think i'll get?

one!

1 mark for the effort i've put! 1 mark for the 2 days studying non stop and in the end, came out 1/7 of it!

just bear in mind, im not going to be any foodservice manager! if you see any food outlets close down, that's probably me, who's dumb enough to be the manager and screw up the sales and could not do a simple balance sheet or profit or loss statement in an hour!

just so you know, if you think being a manager is damn fuckin cool, im gonna rip your head and screw your brain......with a nail! okay okay!

i should be like rapunzel or mardy at least.

i should go down my block and yelled..

BEST DAY EVER!!

and probably tie my hair around the branch and swing around like mad, insane woman.

yes, i should probably do that instead of worrying about my results that's in the month time.

URGHH RESULTSS...


and this is not the end. ive to stress about finding jobs! ive submit my resumes to 5 different organisations and none of them had replied me. okay maybe the reason none of them are related to my field of study. muahaha dumb fir. i really wanna get out of the food science zone and experience something new. you know, employees should consider that point. they should put under the job scope 'candidates who are new and want to experience, you are welcome to join us.'

hell yes!

don't u feel like you want something new? im quite envious of my friends who already decide what they want and they are already applying for UNIVERSITY.

haisss.

walauwei. i still don't know what i want. im lost somewhere. it's like a maze. im just figuring out which way to go while i can hear people 'hell yes! ive figured out! ' it's also like solving rubix cube. im just figuring how the hell im supposed to get the same colours. yeah, that's how lost i am right now.

very dramatic right.

it's been a long time since i talk about my bf. hoho of cos need to squeeze in story about my bf. he just finished his NS. ORD OH!! say goodbye to firefighter!




sadly, firefighter wasn't his passion. he didn't choose to sign on. (the 24 hours job kills him) just when i thought his life gonna be more simple, i was wrong. just a week after he ord, he landed a new job..as a technician!

p.s he covered his ic picture bcos his face looks like small boy. like virgin. kwang kwang.

yes, he travels around singapore. his working hours is like crap. 10-12 hours of work. monday to saturday. in the evening, he got classes. so its like i could spent time with him once a week.

i could not live in that situation bcos i was soooo used to him being all around me, being there for me 24/7, being a remedy after a crappy and tiring day. now that he could not be there for me as often, it feels so empty at times. it's like losing a best friend. noone could entertain my crap, nonsense, my childish and sentimental behaviour like he did.

oh god fir, why am i being so emooo suddenly! you know in a relationship, it's all about sacrificing and it's not about letting go just to ease the pain and the burden. be patience and if you're a woman, be strong and don't cry if a man let you down. you know he'll be sorry. all the sacrifices you made and all the obstacles you went through, you know it's gonna make you stronger. at the end of the day, you know it's worth it.

haha hoho. i don't know how did that came from me. so yeah, thats him. hopefully he'll get a better and decent job someday.

hais, soo hard to find job these days. here and there need degree holder. in 10 years time, confirm no degree u noe. minimum, phd holder. degree holder sapu sampah.