had my napfa yesterday afternoon and THANK GOD it's over. in case you're wondering if i fainted, no i didn't. haha. i managed to went through with all my strength and only god knows how im feeling at that period of time.

as usual, i sucked at sit and reach. apparently my body's not flexible enough but i always give excuse that my arms shorter than my legs. my pull up, haiyoh like snake already. die die my chin has to be above the pole lah & the facilities in tp sucks man. the pole damn karat and thick, we all know that we grew by height, not palm right. my sit up like want to give birth like that. damn excruciating.

i failed my standing broad jump. haha. back in the secondary school times, i worry least about this station. you swing2 then you jump high2 then tadaaa. i tot it's very chicken. BUT NOW, HELL NO CHICKEN. now i find the standing broad jump is the most toughest test to pass. i felt that there was something wrong with the marking but having a second thought, i thought i just couldn't jump. i was just too inactive. ya lah. eat fried chicken everyday. i NEVER exercise, not even once. now i feel so old. by the end of the shuttle run, i was shaking. yes, imagine a malnourished-looking girl shaking badly. brrr then mardy said my lips blue already. i got damn scared. i was damn thirsty. i felt so dehydrated. i could hardly talk. somemore i've to run 6 rounds.

it was damn BAD.

i got 22mins. hahahaha. laugh laugh. thank god mardy was there for me. there's someone to walk with you know. we walked throughout then when it comes to the trainer only, we jogged. (step lah we jogged when actually we didn't) i imagined alot of things. i imagined there's my bf waving a fried chicken infront of me. wah all sorts of things i imagine you know but....i just couldn't take it. i dunwan to faint lahhh. my energy source depleted until it can go down to -20. i felt like ive lost another 10kg. sobs! you know it's soooo hard to even gain 5kg.

thank you to the people who supported us. hehe. i begged my bf to fetch me bcos i lazy to walk back(his house is like 1 stop away). then he fetched me by bicycle without hesitation! i was like giggling all the way bcos we were riding on a woman's bike (it was pink in colour). when we reached his house, it was buka time already. i gulped down a bottle of h20(not water,it's the brand h20)..and 2 glasses of bandung..until i cannot eat anymore.

i tell you, this will be the last time i will ever take napfa test. i went home feeling so horrible ok. i felt so old. haha. i think after fasting month, i will start jogging regularly..to make me feel young at least. HAHA.

and NOW I COULDN'T EVEN WALK PROPERLY. my legs and arms are aching damn bad. it's so excruciating to even climb down and up the stairs!