hello peeps. i dunnoe whats with my previous song. russian roulette became some hiphop gangster shit. okay, currently bf is beside me..watching soccer. okay S-league to be precise. i want to make a worldwide announcement. BF is watching soccer on the night of halloween. their family is happily catching MJ's this is it which 99% of singaporeans are crazy fer. im currently listening to hana's blog song. i will always love you...i really want to update about me forcing bf to eat sushi which he..hates but somehow i used my magic words. hoho.

right now, im just happily typing to kill time. time check: it's only 11.42am and my sister is somewhere around engineering school. 12.10pm we gonna have consultation which lasted only 15 minutes out of 3 hours. hais, i miss my friends. they just left like a minute ago for the chickens i love most, kfc! mardy is going to buy fer me cheese fries. aww! currently, my hand is like an ice cream. i smell so good after applying vanilla, strawberry and orange puree lotion on my hands which all belongs to hana. hmpf! dear body shop, you know im a biggest fan of your lotions and beauty products. if you want to clear stock, please dun be shy to clear it to me. haha geesh. why do bf have to work? i miss every piece of him. his smell, his face, his ketiak and all.

projects just killed our happy lives and it's only the 2nd week of school and it feels like the 5th. i think by the 5th week of school, people from other school will go on like , ' i didnt know that zombies go school. ' i'm sick and tired sitting alone in the corner of the lab and class. i think ill start having imaginary friend so that i can laugh my arse off. btw, todae was such a beautiful day that i fall asleep like hundred times just now. yesterday nite, me and bf kene road block and it scared the shit out of me. i feel like a criminal for a minute (a while only). they thought i was drunk when actually i was really tired and sleepy. i think wad policeman really do for a living is to be kpo. worse than makcik bawah blok i tell you.

i love ikan kering (dried salted fish)and i don't know whats wrong with people like me eating it. its nice! if not for hypertension, i would eat it everyday. haha random. okay i want to watch my sister's keeper but it's depressing!

okay i shall not complain how depressing my life is but it really is. just now fer break, my bf willingly came over to my school and accompany me go break. it's about time i should appreciate things especially my electives and..of course my bf. look at the bright side of life,fir. aww.

had a long dreadful lab. honestly, i just kept quiet throughout the lab and just smile when they make a joke. i was reading mardy's blog and yes i soooo totally agree. it's not like anti-social thing but seriously im just tired of making friends all over again. im firi, 19 and they go on like ehh how come you're 19 and not 18. byk spelling. confirm they think i minah. i smoke, clubbing, got a lot of bf den they shocked im in 5yrs relationship with bf. blabla. eh, im already 1.5 yr in this school oredi, tired u noe have to go around make new friends and exchange no. and work with people you don't really know.

imagine, we gonna have 4 different projects and all got different group members. walauwei. my hp memory card will explode on one fine day. okay lets just not talk about school.

anyway, yesterdae i saw this young malay couple with a baby. okay im not gonna talk about shotgun or whatsoever shit. for once, i was so mad at them bcos their baby is skinny. i mean not my skinny. extremely malnourished infant! im like damn, don't you feed your baby?! you know some inconsiderate mum or dad smoked in front of their infant and they don't blardy care their baby is actually smoking too?! but then, after a while, it was actually a premature baby! severely premature baby. take your eraser now and the baby's feet is the size of that. gosh and i imagined how small i was as an infant. i was like one of them. i feel so sad all of the sudden. if im that lady, confirm i cry everyday looking at my baby...suffering..:(

and two days ago, someone followed me home. it was damn scary and it freaked me out. so, girls always bring perfume with you ok? ok ive to do research. screw this.

A BORE TO THE MAX. honestly, after today i think my life's totally screwed up. i tried my best not to remind myself i didnt get nutrition but how i cud i avoid it when the nutrition people are my own friends? when i went to lecture alone, ppl were like wth. firi is always with another 5 girls who...just look the same. they gave me a i-pity-you and offered me a seat. ana and lyn were calling me at other end and im so torn in between of two so i decided to stay in the middle. fair and square! tada.

so, FPPkg (food packaging and processing. its a lame module.) i dunnoe why they added kg behind. yeah, so food science people ARE supposed to go to malacca as a study trip fer 4 days. i mean malacca? the cultural place which sells billions of keychains? whats there to shop? haha. if majority didnt go, they have to make as a assignment. goshh.....i cant leave spore behind.....i cant leave bf behind.

haha.

so, the lecturer looks like william hung or maybe thats him. after messing around fer years, he decide to repent and finally come to the point that he'll use his brain instead of his voice. okay okay enuff. den, health and wellness is like gosh. i feel so loser studying these subjects. hais.

okay im sure all the girls in this world knows justin bieber who sangs 'one time'. i seriously thought it was some random girls sang this but after knowing its a little boy who sang this, i paid more attention to this song. kinda remind me of chris brown who sang run it. surprisingly, bf likes this song. im amazed. so im predicting what will happen if he breaks his voice. i saw this comment ' hit puberty. gosh. ' haha basket basket.

okay i think thats all. im seriously hungry even though i just ate a hugeeee sandwich. gosh. byebye.

okay people, im abit depressed about getting food science elective. ive emailed the course coordinater and he cudn't even help me as there's overwhelming requests which means 98% of the chort wants to be in nutrition. can you imagine that?? i mean who wants to be in food science. it's so cruel after hearing all those baked beans stuff. im sure you guys dont want to know.

so, im trying to best to get over it and learn to accept it. this morning, ive just emailed another lecturer which im sure she will feel my pain. im sure she don't want her students who are passionate about nutrition like me ended up in food science. so her reply is still pending but im doubtful that ill get the nutrition elective. obviously they don't want their students be one sided and all go nutrition right?? might as well they open a new course right, diploma in nutrition ONLY. im sure there's couple of students who's suffering like me.

wth. what was the problem that i dont always get the things i wanted. first it was the teaching thing and now, this. why cant school cheer me up a lil? just let me take one nutrition elective and ill be damn happy. im just sitting in the corner with my puffed eyes, trying to learn the truth. i mean it's worst than taking the supp paper i think. you study supp paper, passed and poof! you're cleared the semester.

this one is like you are forced to study the subjects you don't even like and worst, you dont even choose! i feel like my dream is crushed...to pieces..and nobody's there to pick up and glue it fer me. gosh. i rarely see the girls now..except we go fer same lec for certain days. i know they're trying to make me feel better. i appreciate it but what if i got into this project group and this bitch trying to mess things up. who do i turn to when i want to vomit blood?

okay fir okay. im trying to get over it...slowly. gosh, school is like in few days away and im not looking forward to it. look at the bright side of life. like what bf say, it's not as if i got expelled from school. eh ya lor ya lor! be positive and...independent :( miss independent...thats what i like her..she got her own things...


okay despite all that, bf brought me to movie. he booked tix for the movie, darah which ive been longing to watch. see, i got this thing for gory movie. ive seen thai and US one. their gory movies are like 4 thumbs up man. so, i tried to watch the indon one. the kuntilanak lady was there. so i knew it lah, she will be the one who will survived in this film. it's always her. okay, the movie is like familiar to thai's meat grinder.

they will eat human meat and they'll say it nice. ew. imagine eating your own liver. i wonder how it taste like. pyscho sia fir! okay, imagine lah she's lived from the 18th century. one thing that is merepek about this movie is that they never tell how the woman become so young until today. some dumb people like me will think that she eat human meat thats why she can be so young and den ill start cutting my own meat and make sambal goreng.

the movie is slow,draggy but..the best part was that the lady dara kills the movie. she's sooo scary with her wig and the way she talks but i give this movie 2/5. kwang kwang.

anyway, l4d2 is banned in australia. poor aussies. yeah mate, got to deal with that mate. well i tot singapore is the most strict country. it got me wrong. there's gonna be chainsaw and all. fuyoo.

american next top model cycle 13 doesnt interest me except their photos. i will fast forward to their photoshoot and judging part. the girls dress up normally. simple. shirt, jeans and flat shoes. totally different from other cycles! wth. i dunnoe whats with the flat shoes but ive been noticing that during the judging panel, ALL of them wore flat sandals, slippers and worst flip flops.

i really think they were not supposed to wear high heels because you need to be short but look rather not short and outstanding at the same time. so, high heels is prohibited. every photo shoots, they must look tall. so all they go, stretching their legs, neck, hands and get bruises at the end of the dae. kwang kwang right.

DEAR APPLIED FOOD SCIENCE AND NUTRITION LEVEL 2 STUDENTS,

please if you happen to read this, den GOOD! if you willingly to give up your nutrition elective and wanted food science instead, please please change with me. im like totally screwed up and at wits end, only god knows how i feel. my god. why does this have happen to me? i got food science which ive zero interest in. i dunnoe why they throw me in food science. maybe im just dumb doing nutrition. i even cried after doing nutrition paper but still! i went to this course to study nutrition. omg my dreams are all shattered..hais..and ive to study health & wellness and packaging. wtf. gosh. any kind souls out there? :'(

okay yesterday went to accompanied bf do his shopping. he shopped until he totally dropped i tell you. yest was damn a lot of people like tmr's the end of the world so people must shop like crazy. im saying this like its the first time but nahh, saturday's always like this. lame fir.

so, i was starving like mad until i began to throw tantrum. poor bf. so, went to MCDONALD! :D ordered mega mac and mega mcspicy. den, this china girl gave me two mega mac. eh, no variety ryte!


me: excuse me, i tot i ordered mega mac and megaspicy.
chinagirl: but u sai 2 mega mac (actually i saw her making that 'two' finger sign lah. oh damn damn)
me: hmmm, but can i change it to mega mcspicy?
chinagirl looks over to her indian friend.
indian guy: okay can can. *took the burger*
me: eh, i tot i must add in more money?
*both looks at the board and starting counting like it was an impromptu maths quiz*
indian guy: 35 cents ryte?
chinagirl: ya ya 35 cents.

okay i tot it was a dollar. bcos the mega mcspicy is much much expensive than mega mac. alah, i gave her 4ocents and ran away. the end of story.

den, we ate like hungry pigs. luckily we were facing the wall. the mega mac was like 2 storey building okay. den smart bf took beef patty to the mcspicy and it taste super nice! aww, now my stomach's growling. bf was like oh damn, im gonna be fat. you know he was trying out this jeans. it was one size bigger than his actual waist size. den, he adjusted and pulled the jeans down and accidentally tore the back pocket! omg. i tot he farted or what but no.

he was panicking until he went paranoid. he tot he have to pay and so on. he wanted to buy the jeans actually..but it was torn okay people! so, i put a super thick face and asked for a new piece and luckily the saleperson was a blur2 one. so he didnt realise the torn part. phew. so im wondering what will happen if he just stuff in the mcspicy together with the mega mac?

and yes, this reminds me of how malay i look and bf doesnt. hmpf. after we ate, this guy who works at macdonald came to me. i tot he was gonna scold us....for eating like pigs?

he: awak..awak kenal bdk2 yg duduk kat situ tadi? (you know those guys that sat there just now?)
me: *errr, looks at bf*
he: *turned to bf* are you a malay?
bf: *blush* hehe ya.

ehhh wad u trying to say bout me? low self esteem alert low self esteem. sad already. den, we went bugis to alter our jeans at 10pm okay people. we were like sleepy, tired, thirsty. den, we went home. we tot of watching darah but we were damn tired. confirm i sleep in the cinema. since he got work tmr, okay lorh.

now, im starving like mad. im craving for macdls. tmr is the chalet. im so looking to the food and it better be nice. hehehe. so it'll be worth my 20bucks. okay gdbye nw!

awww ive a sad news to share with you readers. today at 9am, barney boy (my cat lah. i still dunnoe why we name it after a purple dinosaur.) ok ok. today at 9am, barney was send to the vet and i think he is sobbing over that and goes like wth, who are these people? why is the world look so weird. it's okay barney. ur not alone.

okay, barney got its one of its organ removed. i dunnoe wad its called lah but he's been sexually aroused these days. OMG ryte. he's been a virgin for many yrs man and recently, there's a female cat which just recently moved in and everynite he goes meow meow like knight in shining armour, calling out for his love. yeah yeah he needs to make luv. den, he'll get so agitated if we didnt let him out. he bites my dad's feet until he had to take leave for work. yah, thats how serious it is. so, tadaaa barney is lost somewhere in the vet.

den, after sending barney there. my parents is now getting ready to jln rayer. ???!! arent they supposed to be sad bout this??!

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me. okay wtv k fir. my birthday is soooooooooooo da basi. crook crook but i wanted to post this bcos..we had a celebration made by my friends recently. somehow i knew lah they were gonna celebrate my birthday (step know only) but when i reached mardy's hse, i ferget that my birthday existed.

we ate lasagne made by mardy's mum (awwww! i actually believed that they made it. thnx. ), laughed at the paused scene of the exorcist. we are lame people okay. haha.


den, randomly there was a cake with lighted candles coming near me. im like eh? oh ya, my birthday lah. it was nice, nice. chocolate mousse. and they lied okay they make this cake!! and i being the most gullible one in the grp, i actually believed it! den they gave me a beautifulllll gift which ive been eyeing but no $$ to buy. they gave me escada ocean lounge. awwww. i was literally screaming at the top of my lungs. confirm this year's gift all perfume lah. tarini got her gucci rush perfume. den me escada. next _____. (this year no december rite?) anw, love u girls man.


okay, bf gave me this hugee cake like my whole family's birthday. it was damn nice. this yr, bf didnt give me a gift..but instead, gave me his card for me to go shopping. hoho. freedom lah. thank you all beautiful people for making my birthday a memorable one. one last year as an adolescent. den byebye, say hello to adulthood.

next week is the final week to enjoy my arse off before a new semester starts! boring oredi...right now, im struggling to teach both of my tutees bcos their exams are like nearing. im spending everyday with them samp jelak btol. they are seriously giving me hard time. they dun make an effort to even open their books and do self-revision. hmppff. my sister gave me a cold shoulder when i offered to teach her chemistry and physics. wads worst, my mum's gonna blame me if my sister failed her exams. pressure pressure bebb.

and today, im gonna fly to my cousin's hse and hav some sleepover and took some time off from all this stressness and tmr's gonna be another day. haha wth fir. it's been a while i ate chicken wings from the nearby coffeeshop. slurpp chicken wingss!! it's been a while i didnt tok about chicken.

you noe even since mac launched the heavenly mega mcspicy, me and bf just cudnt live w/o it. we always go back for the same meal every single week. we cud just die not having it okay people! sobs! hahaha. okay btw, todae is the premiere of DARAH!! the goryy, disgusting movie.

this week, ive been watching gory movie. so sick but i like. haha. watched thai's meat grinder. the story is about a psycho woman who makes human meat for her noodle and people all love it! so digusting. she killed all the man and chop off their heads and intestines. ew ryte. and next movie is wrong turn. it's bout canibals. and next, so gonna watch darah. hehehehe.

you know i was watching the darah's trailer, people were commenting on the song. the song is nice, like 80s song. i think the song will be played when they are in the process of killing them. people even want to download it! are they out of their mind. how cud u download a song from a horror movie?? siao. pagal oredi.