one more paper.....one more.......you can do it fir. *wipe sweat*

okay currently my sister asked me to tell you all she is eating kfc like a pig.

eleh, i just ate bk tendergrill. beat that! *winkwink*

one down, three more to go...then can enjoy holiday bebeh. aint no more freshie, aint no more freshie. nanny nanny poo pooo. woohoo. isnt that good not to be called freshie anymore. there's always a bigg F on my forehead whenever i walked around tp. it's worst than putting big L on ur forehead. hmm, oklah actually it's the same.

okay okay, bmic was quite okay. if only i study EXTRA hard, it'll be a chicken duck paper. ceh but really. i think my practical test is going to pull my grade down bcos i noe think BAD okay and i dun even wanna tok bout it. thanks to whoever set the mcdonkey(wtv it is) agar on the table.


okay currently BNF is really killing me. ive no idea why it's called BASIC nutrition in food but it got 10 topics. each topic is THICK, blardy THICK. it can be your bedtime stories if you read one topic. by right, they should call it ADVANCED nutrition in food. basic should be easy man. they just got it wrong. i cant imagine hows my yr 2 gonna be like. nutrition in life span. nutrition , nutrition. i think ill be crying myself to sleep every night.

okay looking at the bright side, chalet is sooo coming soon. thats wad we really need man. Two days of stress free at a country club. yeah yeah. and yes...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CHIA KAI YING. woohoo, i noe the surprise didnt work out bcos you were way too smart to figure it out. since you're 18, read more about star signs and tell my future okay. haha ok crap, she gona bash me up.

okay thats all. good luck for ur exams. is this my first time wishing ppl good luck?

two more weeks fir....two more weeks. endure fir...endure.....

so, word of the day : ENDURE.

okay shut up. next week is study week followed by exams and wohoo. shake shake my butt i tell you. can enjoy my arse. how do you enjoy your arse again? but the sad part is someone is going camp soon and ill be sooooooooooooooooooo lonely. screw this. i hate this part right here.

right now, im using the PUBLIC computer and everybody is watching this screen(thats why its called public lah dol). they must be soooo impressed im typing and typing like non stop hits like as if im doing my school work but no. im watching pangako sayo all over again. somebody tell me for the million times that jericho rosales is damn hot and he looks like someone i really know. SOMEBODY TELL ME THAT! CMON!

okay the sad thing is that i have to watch using the public computer. i wont be able to 'AWWW COME ILL BE YOUR NEXT GF'. okay ppl, stop rolling ur eyes. he's old now. i mean not that grandfather kind of old. pangako sayo is soooooo 9 years ago. he looked boyish thats the reason why he's hot. now, he looks so fatherish. sorry jericho if you're reading this.

got moustache and all. that day, im my own eyes, i saw this man admiring his moustache at the bus mirror. you know, when you alight, there's this mirror above you. so while waiting to alight, he looked at the mirror and adjust his moustache for like 2 minutes.

i couldnt help but to laugh of course bcos his face was so tensed. rilek ah. adjust moustache also want to stress? so, i told fandi and as usual, he laughed until the people outside the bus can hear. then, the man stopped and alighted. hehehehe. so next time people, bring your own mirror.

okay omg. i just heard my brother sneeze and he is like....downstairs in the carpark...and i live at the 9th floor. omg i think he stuffed mic inside his throat.

okay okay. time to eat. goodbye.

okay this is random.

should i really make a move? should i pick up the phone and call? we've been so far from each other for too long. is it too late to apologise? i dunwan to be a friend who only calls a friend when i'm in difficulty. when i'm okay, i dun bother. no, thats not the way i wanted. am i such a friend who treats her friends badly? after they left, it makes me feel like i dun deserve to have any friends. and now, im depending on bf. im just giving him more weight on his shoulders. he, too have his own problems. oh, i wish i could just run away and be alone but i know i can't. i love these two people in my life. they always stand up for me. right now, i'm close losing both of them.

HURRAYY! IM BACKK. wohoo. i know my blog is full of dust and cockroaches and rats and scorpion. okay random. yesterday i dreamt a scorpion bit me and my father scolded me. i'm like what? random right.

okay soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many things happen in just one month. yeah, it's been 1 month i didnt update. hell of a month, loads of drama,loads of tears shed,arguments,headaches. dramamama. the hills also cannot win my drama. can win oscar. ceh, cam ye2 je. and this is all bcos of SCHOOL.

SCHOOL.
school had make my life miserable. oh, just read mardy,ky,ht and hana blog. see how miserable their posts were, complaining about school everyday. im glad things are going to be over soon. we're left with FC interview, CSAS pratical test, freehand drawing major project and lastly EXAMS. BNF interview and BMIC pratical test seriously make me down all week. we failed BNF interview.

bloody shit. i put all my effort compiling the project for days. go to school during the hols to print the project. it was my bloody fault i didnt spot the mistake. just bcos of that, she minus 16 marks. damn. so basically, during the interview she dont believe wtv we say. she dun believe our oatmeal cookies are low in iron and protein, high in carbohydrate. she JUST CLOSE HER EARS. she's not convinced due to the contradiction of the nutrition table and wtv we say to her.

CRAP.


thanks ah. and BMIC pratical had make me feel so dumb. i bloody dunnoe about mcconkey and is my techniques so hard to please him? this is like dragging me down and im looking forward to whatever happens.

im only looking ferwerd to friends when i come to school. when im with them, all my tension are gone. we could laugh all day long at EVERY person we see. afro who looks like a bush growing on a computer, mr green who always smile to himself even after coming out from the toilet(he just shit), chingcong who always dresses like she's going disco,a man who runs half naked at TAMPINES MALL.

okay okay. look at the bright side fir. at the end of the day, talking to someone makes me feel like im in bed of chocolates(supposed to be roses right). i seriously think im losing weight. anw, im always losing weight. im still finding ways to gain weight. still researching...

my internet is down. im sooo elated my father had bought the modem which has an extra signal but no, it doesn't do any diff to my lappy. due to that, ive to play my lappy beside the modem
itself. thanks ah. due to that, ive to smell my stinky shoes.

is it me or it is my life supposed to be like this? oh god, please give me light in my life,