you know i love eating rice with belacan, nasi goreng belacan. anything got belacan, i love it like a lot. i love spicy food. i love to eat until one fine day food decide to poison me. as you know, my immune level is damn low so i get sick easily. i remembered on wed i ate seafood fried rice, corned beef with bread and lastly, nasi goreng belacan.

i went back home, i slept. i woke up and feel that my body was burning hot. took temperature at 4am somemore! jakon ah got new thermometer. it was 37.5 its beyond the normal body temperature and somemore the weather is cold. it's so weird. i didnt have any sore throat or flu or anything. like sudden fever. i woke up at 7 30am fer my project meeting. while i was brushing my teeth, i was out of breath. my heart was palpitating damn fast that i got out of the toilet on time bcos i saw dots and fall flat on the ground, trying hard to breath. gosh drama right fir.

den, i cudnt turn up fer the meeting. so i took a rest and woke up in the afternoon to meet bf. i gathered all my strength just to meet bf okaayy. lucky fer him, i lost my appetite. i cudnt eat anything. i just feel like throwing up. it was weird for him bcos i usually complain 24/7 that im hungry. muaha. so his money was...safe and sound.

den, he walked the entire ion orchard. i swear my legs were like crying and begging fer help. just as we left forum, i made a super horrible face that nobody can make and yelled i really want to sit like as if im 10mths pregnant but no. den, he wipe the wet seat and tadaa i sit. den, he sat there, reading his magazine while waiting fer me like a good boy.

awww. we walked from far east plaza, paragon, cathay cineleisure, heeren. took bus to raffles city den bugis to alter his pants and lastly bedok. my god. only god knows how we feel.

by 7pm...

" fir, are you hungry? "
" no. i feel full. i got no appetite to eat. "
" oh...okay.."
" why? you hungry? "
" YALAH HUNGRY AH. LIKE ZOMBIE OREDI. CANNOT THINK WHAT TO BUY. STRESS OREDI NO FOOD. "

i seriously tot he also lost his appetite skali no. haha gosh. den we go long john. like billion years i didnt eat there. missed the cheese. i ate something healthy and appetising..like crispy shrimp and potato salad? haha but it was nice ah. the veges damn fresh. as usual, we faced the wall and ate like pigs. bf who was sooooooo talkative earlier, was so quiet when we started to eat. i turned to find him eating like the world gonna end. he was really, really hungry. haha.

i know it's abit messy but it's damn nice. i planned to bring him go vintage delicafe as i heard the food there were good but i fall sick on the wrong day. hmpfff.

so, i ate damn little from yesterday. gosh im terrified of growing more and more skinny as im skinny. ill be more skinny. damn damn skinny girl. and now im having a headache. i want my appetite back! i want to eat ALOT OF NICE FOOD! and yey for sis, she got a job at 15! gosh. need to sleep. byebye!

and yes, im currently stuck to the song, send it on by jonas brothers,miley cyrus, demi lovato and selena gomez. i noe it's kental but its damn nice!