okay i shall not complain how depressing my life is but it really is. just now fer break, my bf willingly came over to my school and accompany me go break. it's about time i should appreciate things especially my electives and..of course my bf. look at the bright side of life,fir. aww.

had a long dreadful lab. honestly, i just kept quiet throughout the lab and just smile when they make a joke. i was reading mardy's blog and yes i soooo totally agree. it's not like anti-social thing but seriously im just tired of making friends all over again. im firi, 19 and they go on like ehh how come you're 19 and not 18. byk spelling. confirm they think i minah. i smoke, clubbing, got a lot of bf den they shocked im in 5yrs relationship with bf. blabla. eh, im already 1.5 yr in this school oredi, tired u noe have to go around make new friends and exchange no. and work with people you don't really know.

imagine, we gonna have 4 different projects and all got different group members. walauwei. my hp memory card will explode on one fine day. okay lets just not talk about school.

anyway, yesterdae i saw this young malay couple with a baby. okay im not gonna talk about shotgun or whatsoever shit. for once, i was so mad at them bcos their baby is skinny. i mean not my skinny. extremely malnourished infant! im like damn, don't you feed your baby?! you know some inconsiderate mum or dad smoked in front of their infant and they don't blardy care their baby is actually smoking too?! but then, after a while, it was actually a premature baby! severely premature baby. take your eraser now and the baby's feet is the size of that. gosh and i imagined how small i was as an infant. i was like one of them. i feel so sad all of the sudden. if im that lady, confirm i cry everyday looking at my baby...suffering..:(

and two days ago, someone followed me home. it was damn scary and it freaked me out. so, girls always bring perfume with you ok? ok ive to do research. screw this.