okay people, im abit depressed about getting food science elective. ive emailed the course coordinater and he cudn't even help me as there's overwhelming requests which means 98% of the chort wants to be in nutrition. can you imagine that?? i mean who wants to be in food science. it's so cruel after hearing all those baked beans stuff. im sure you guys dont want to know.

so, im trying to best to get over it and learn to accept it. this morning, ive just emailed another lecturer which im sure she will feel my pain. im sure she don't want her students who are passionate about nutrition like me ended up in food science. so her reply is still pending but im doubtful that ill get the nutrition elective. obviously they don't want their students be one sided and all go nutrition right?? might as well they open a new course right, diploma in nutrition ONLY. im sure there's couple of students who's suffering like me.

wth. what was the problem that i dont always get the things i wanted. first it was the teaching thing and now, this. why cant school cheer me up a lil? just let me take one nutrition elective and ill be damn happy. im just sitting in the corner with my puffed eyes, trying to learn the truth. i mean it's worst than taking the supp paper i think. you study supp paper, passed and poof! you're cleared the semester.

this one is like you are forced to study the subjects you don't even like and worst, you dont even choose! i feel like my dream is crushed...to pieces..and nobody's there to pick up and glue it fer me. gosh. i rarely see the girls now..except we go fer same lec for certain days. i know they're trying to make me feel better. i appreciate it but what if i got into this project group and this bitch trying to mess things up. who do i turn to when i want to vomit blood?

okay fir okay. im trying to get over it...slowly. gosh, school is like in few days away and im not looking forward to it. look at the bright side of life. like what bf say, it's not as if i got expelled from school. eh ya lor ya lor! be positive and...independent :( miss independent...thats what i like her..she got her own things...


okay despite all that, bf brought me to movie. he booked tix for the movie, darah which ive been longing to watch. see, i got this thing for gory movie. ive seen thai and US one. their gory movies are like 4 thumbs up man. so, i tried to watch the indon one. the kuntilanak lady was there. so i knew it lah, she will be the one who will survived in this film. it's always her. okay, the movie is like familiar to thai's meat grinder.

they will eat human meat and they'll say it nice. ew. imagine eating your own liver. i wonder how it taste like. pyscho sia fir! okay, imagine lah she's lived from the 18th century. one thing that is merepek about this movie is that they never tell how the woman become so young until today. some dumb people like me will think that she eat human meat thats why she can be so young and den ill start cutting my own meat and make sambal goreng.

the movie is slow,draggy but..the best part was that the lady dara kills the movie. she's sooo scary with her wig and the way she talks but i give this movie 2/5. kwang kwang.

anyway, l4d2 is banned in australia. poor aussies. yeah mate, got to deal with that mate. well i tot singapore is the most strict country. it got me wrong. there's gonna be chainsaw and all. fuyoo.

american next top model cycle 13 doesnt interest me except their photos. i will fast forward to their photoshoot and judging part. the girls dress up normally. simple. shirt, jeans and flat shoes. totally different from other cycles! wth. i dunnoe whats with the flat shoes but ive been noticing that during the judging panel, ALL of them wore flat sandals, slippers and worst flip flops.

i really think they were not supposed to wear high heels because you need to be short but look rather not short and outstanding at the same time. so, high heels is prohibited. every photo shoots, they must look tall. so all they go, stretching their legs, neck, hands and get bruises at the end of the dae. kwang kwang right.