firi, going 22 on Sept 21. in a 8 years relationship with my one and only Juffandi Jefferi. currently working as management support officer which has no absolute relation to my course of study. however, food will always be my greatest indulgence. cooking is my passion. having a collection of cosmetics & perfumes is my obsession :)
should i really make a move? should i pick up the phone and call? we've been so far from each other for too long. is it too late to apologise? i dunwan to be a friend who only calls a friend when i'm in difficulty. when i'm okay, i dun bother. no, thats not the way i wanted. am i such a friend who treats her friends badly? after they left, it makes me feel like i dun deserve to have any friends. and now, im depending on bf. im just giving him more weight on his shoulders. he, too have his own problems. oh, i wish i could just run away and be alone but i know i can't. i love these two people in my life. they always stand up for me. right now, i'm close losing both of them.
