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Thursday, October 30, 2008, 2:47 PM
 it's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you it's one in a million the chances of feeling the way we do and with every step together, we just keep on getting better... the only and only song i love in hsm 3. i kept doodling the lyrics on food chem lecture notes and i seldom destroy my notes by doodling bcos i noe my drawing sucks. (i take good care of my notes tau!) like so what kan. so you cannot take care of ur notes, come come i take care. and and im home! like finally home veryyy early unlike somebody who's probably having french or design in culture right now or even sociology lecture at 6pm. ehehehe sobx for you. on deepavali, supposed to play pool but kwangg the cinabengs conquered the place. on tues, met dee after drawing class which finish at 5pm! so, i made all the way to bugis bcos she need me! i tot what u noe. i, being a goood friend went there for her despite my aching back. awww, tell me am i good am i good? ya, dee always need me. hehe. went to eat. cam biase lah thats our job when we see each other. eat eat. i think my hunger always go to zero everytime i see her face. so, was on chicken diet ( thats mean i eat chicken everyday). we learnt that the appropiate word to use is ' slimming diet' , not just diet. so, i made it to the point that im on chicken diet. i need fats. sobs. ok back to the story. she treated me half of the meal...... 0.O to tell the truth, i never heard anyone treat half of the meal. i dunnoe where she learn that. haha but nvm she's being a sweetheart to pay half of it. aww! den, we cudnt find what she wanted. went to fareast. my gosh, my back oredi beg for forgiveness but my spirit's strong man. im a survivor. yesterday, we saw afro! aww it's been so long we never see afro. he got into an accident rupernyer. i think helmet too small tau. we missed his afro. his afro grew 2times bigger i think. aww mardy dun blush blush ok. i've like so many stories but fingers are trembling oredi. sayonnara! Sunday, October 26, 2008, 7:03 PM
noone in the corner have the swagga like us, swagga like us, swagga, swagga like us.
0 commentsi laughed at myself when i learnt that song was sooooo long ago song. ahaha buat malu je. okay hsm 3 is lamee ok. the coffin has only 2 time slots so we randomly watch hsm 3. i tell you...inside the cinema was like a kindergarden. loads of kids. i happen to sit beside 2 malay couples which i assume they find it boring too.  kinda crappy except that zac is hot but his dance moves are always gayish. why can't he dance like a normal guy? the reason i say hsm 3 is crap bcos it's almost like a hindustan movie! every 3 mins, there's always a song. if u cut the song part, it'll be a 30min movie.the plot is simple lah. it's their senior year, they graduating like duh. haha. gabriella qualified for uni which is like 500miles away i think. troy was offered a place in drama school. he was torn between basketball and drama. so, looks like they gona seperate right. so, vanessa cudnt turn up for prom and graduation bcos she got her orientation. den zac go to her uni and ask her for prom. den gabriella go to prom. den they danced. yey for them. hah. see, it's simple. no climax,it's so predictable, i'm sorry to say it's flat. the only part i like when they danced at the roof. i find that super sweet. weird my sis find it good. okay im like so super bored right now. ive been eating a lot and i see no difference! not even 1g is gained! ceh. i eat 4 times yesterday. greedy rightt. my dad cook curry chicken and belachan somemoreee. den i ate prata somemoree. im still a stick. boohoo. i deserve better afterall.
Friday, October 24, 2008, 9:44 AM
 cute kan?? that's fandi little cousin. she deserves to own that trophies and spongebob bcos she ran around the house so much and very energetic. yeah man. oh man, i miss them. and by the way, SCHOOL STARTED. that explains my hiatus state. actually the first week was okay bcos there's no labs and some tutorial. the cds tutorials cause my stomach to hurts alot bcos i hate the feeling of being sooo alone in class. freehand drawing was fun and quite slack bcos we just look,observe, draw and shade. bahaaa. i made a frend with a weird name,mango. he happens to be in chem eng. he even show his helmet,mango. im like what kind of name is that. but he drop the subject oredi and im all alone again! make new frend again....awww... had japanese again. konichiwa! it was blardy 3 hrs of japanese. im like omg. felt like dying bcos we started at 8am and finishes at 7pm. why never put until 8pm so it will be 12 hrs of school on thurs. bahaaa. we had tons of projects coming up for food chemistry and basic nutrition. tarini and mardy got the best group with best ppl inside. unlike me. lucky i got alicia and andrea. they totally save my life. i hope there's no fights and people giving attitudes this round. hmpf! pening kpale aku lah deh! but looking at the bright side, we got cookies! we gonna have japanese role play by end of sem. i can't believe im gonna converse in jap. bahaha. konichiwa! iye! sayonnara! omg thats pathetic. i only noe these 3 werds after 3 hrs of jap. lameeee. and and this song is soo damn blardy nice. cmon man ne-yo produce this song. how i wish i cud werk with neyo and maybe ti. ahahaha. she said no, happily never after that's just aint for me bcos finally i know i deserve better afterall i'll never let another teardrop fall.... i sang this song at 11pm and my sister was screaming at me but i just continue singing even though she has school the next day. ahahaha. so if u feel sad, be strong and sing this song! hoho. okay got school at 1pm! woohoo. like thank god finally schools starts late. one week pass soo fast i didnt realise antm new episode is out. and ive watched the entire season 3 of the hills and mtvasia is soo crook crook. nanny poo poo. :p go watch at internet lah ppl. the drama will never end. heidi and lauren will never get back as BFF bcos of stupid, irritating spencer. Friday, October 17, 2008, 7:12 PM
hurrayy! school reopens next monday! (thats sarcastic) i'm taking japaneeeseee! (thats not sarcastic) haik haik! okay thats all i know.
0 commentsi'm quite confused though i'm taking two cds subjects when i chose each per semester. weirdddd... looks like ive to be more independent and start making new friends. hola hola! i can't actually  believe i got freehand drawing. so ill be drawing and drawing of dunnoe what. i think tp building. thurs is such a heavy day cos ive like 3 hrs japanese tutorials and lecture and it all ends at 7pm. lucky tarini is by my side for lecture.i'm sooooo not looking ferwerd on monday. first day of sem 2 = two hrs of lecture of maths stats PART 2 with that apek lecturer. oh god, somebody give me kitkat? so ill seeing a lot of baking students for this sem. kensho especially. -.- since im learning japanese, i can converse with him in his language! yuhuu! watched max payne. it's kinda crap. i mean i played the game and i never went to the next level. the game and movie was all dark and slow mo. im like suprised to see nelly furtado and LUDACRIS IN THE MOVIE. holy crap man, luda is in the movie yaw! kinda remind me of aanis. yo yo ludaa. so, i felt that luda was an extra but he brings some laughter to us. hohohohehehe luda with a gun. just stick to ur daily job, rapping that is. but yeah, he's rich man. he's becoming a hollywood superstar...woooooo... and yeah, had some catch up with dee yesterday. it's been sooo long i last see her. hmm, fasting month i think?   oh yar! i cut my hair... ok kidding. i look so weirddd with my hair tied. she went shopping while i watch with painful eyes. sobs sobs. but i shop on food man. of courseee. she actually bought this durian ice cream which taste exactly like the fruit itself. im like puas hati we buy the durian and eat tepi jln kan? hoh, and her mouth stinks. hehehe ok, she's gonna kill me. night shot!   omg i miss fandi so much. i have not see him for 46 hrs and it's killing me. am i being so clingy? hmmm. Thursday, October 16, 2008, 12:24 PM
 yohaa! been spending time wisely this week before my life gets...*cricket sound* go school, go home, study and sleep. hohohoho. so, shud enjoy last bits of it. hang out with the girls on tuesday. ht did her shopping while we watched her shop with excruciating eyes. however, i spend a lot on food of course. nothing else but FOOD. i think food makes me happy all the time. when i think of kfc chicken, ill smile. when i think of long john batter chicken, ill laugh. when i think of chicken chop, ill roll on the floor and tickle myself. omg im such an idiot. it was a good catch up bcos i didnt turn up for our class bbq at mr loh hse. well, i was on my way there when my mom called to break the sad news that my grandfather died. sobs sobs. i was crying back home alone. can you imagine that? i'm like fandi-sick. im missing him like i never see him for a month but actually i just met him yesterday. bahaa. but not for the next two days bcos he's out of country. ..... actually no lah. he's just in jurong island doing his shift work. this goes on for a week. sobs. so, gonna do some catch up within these 2 days. the hills   i'm done with season 1 and 2. season 3 is like soooooo much drama. i can't believe that stephen from laguna beach came back to lauren's life. first, it was jason. now he's engaged to some girl at SUCH A YOUNG AGE. these people kept coming back which idk why. something i felt they wanna be in front of cameras. ya noee....   see the diff? she's like so kental in season 1. her hair was not that blond. in season 3, she's like woahh. she had her hair platinum blonde with diff nose....lips...boobs...and unwrinkled eyes. i cant believe by the age of 21, they have wrinkles. o-m-g. but this does not happen to asian people right? i mean i could barely see my mom's one. do you? im not tryna my mom's young. she's 40+ for god's sake but her wrinkles are simply vague. okay, im proud to be an asian. it's ironic though t.i was like no more gangster shit yo yo but..recently he just got grounded. bahaa irony. Monday, October 13, 2008, 3:27 PM
 i'm actually watching the hills again. i know that's sooo 10 years ago. it makes me want to study fashion lah despite not having any skills after watching billions episodes of antm and recently, the hills. part time nyer study ah. hehehe dream on fir. it's great to travel around the world than depriving myself study science. oh well, thats life man. watching too much of these is really bringing down my self-esteem. bahaaa.  kwangg firi.i've been hanging out with fandi and i'm starting to play these dare games. omg im so childish. but hey heyyy, i got that from the french movie, love me if you dare. i dunnoe if you've heard it but i watched it at youtube and it's blardy good. their dares are extremely dangerous until they were crazy over each other but bcos of the game, they dare not confess. such a waste right. it's jeux d'enfants. i can type french well! i think everyone also can... your eyess are the brightest of all the colours... i sang the song thunder until i can rip my lungs out just now. bahaa, i need more clothes! school is starting but but i need to save money. boohoo :( how how? that day, my sis's friends cameover for rayer. my sis die die want me to go back home to see my adik ipar,brother-in-law yassiinnnn. eh eh melampau. my mom gave him special duit rayer and i oso give ah. omg, am i such a good kakak ipar? tell me tell me. so mom asked fandi and me to WASH THE DISHES. plus, they were 13 guests. im like wow mom bcos she cooked and she need to rushed for dinner with my abang sedare. after they went home, rumah huru hara. so, me and fandi with many experiences from our previous job did the housework. we became cinderella for the night. muahaha. it was tiring though. suka eh budak budak jalan rayer. hmpff. sepi saturday
Saturday, October 11, 2008, 2:05 PM
hey hey! ive did my skin. cam tk pro my blog so what who cares eh. and btw, ive include the 2 links from my previous blog from 2004. go go read part one and scroll down. you'll come across this video of ira's bday i made last 2 years. i was laughing my arse off actually. it was during maghrib we sang to her. so, cover your ears when you listen to it. go read lah eh if you wanna noe where i come from and how i survived in dunman,how rebel my frends and i was to the irritating teachers but they made difference in my life, happy and dark moments with my frends and fandi. aww aww. mind my lameness k. well, ive been noticing people are just terrified to talk to me as im in a vulnerable state. my father was like aww, dun be sad nana. fandi's parents and siblings tried to cheer me up by making the usual jokes which will always makes me laugh no matter what. but you know lah eh who cheered me most. it was fandi. gosh, i can't imagine my life w/o him. i kept dreaming that he died in my arms twice. omg, does anybody know what that means? ive becoming paranoid eversince. i started texting fandi saying dun leave me fandi, dun leave me. he really tot i was out of my mind msging him early in the morning not to leave me. i woke up crying and crying and slept after that bcos i was too tired crying. my family is not going jln rayer anymore bcos of my arwah atok. we went out once thats on the first day. boohoo :( school will be starting in a week time. im excited plus boring at the same time bcos my life will be deprived. study study. goshh. and i dunnoe what to do today. hmmm. okay okay. picture of the day !  i wanna thank my momm and my dadd. the picture seems fake. but hey i think im in love with her. gosh! start living your life.
, 12:06 PM
yuhuu! i'm back! dun you worry people. i'm okay. actually it takes me days to get over it. so thats explains my disappearance. i realised he'll be sad if he sees me sad. okay okay. to fatin, diyana and my poly gerls, ill get back to ya man asap. *winks*
0 commentsand and i'm making over this blog to add some life. ya people should start live your life! eh yo eh yoo. that song brought some motivation for me. *singing rihanna song..live your life..your life * right, im off. datukku sayang..
Wednesday, October 08, 2008, 12:10 PM
father: datuk reached downstairs already me: okay okay. *busily combing my short little hair* he will wear the helmet for me bcos ive no idea how to wear it. i was only primary 1. the smell of his helmet and jacket still lingers up to this day. whether it rains or shines, he never fails to send and fetch me from school. when i dropped off, he'll give me this shiny golden coin, $1 everyday. ill walked off to school with a smile on my face. me: yey! datuk is bringing us out. brother: yey, where are we going? me: i tot of buying aqua's album(the one who sang barbie girl.it was hot ok that time :P) that was when i was 6 yrs old. i knew datok wont hesitate to buy it for me and brother. he loves us and we too love him so much. datuk : nana, meet me downstairs. i've reached down your block already. me : okay! *rushed downstairs* datuk : here, i bought for you guys air batu and ice cream. ( he took out his wallet) here's 15 dollars. divide among urself k. take care. nana: okay. * salam his hand* that was his routine every single weekend when i was at my old house. i was only 4 years old. when i moved to my new house at age of 8 , he comes only twice a month. he always bring for us tidbits and toys. he was the best datok ever. he's such a nice man. i've never seen him being so angry, making that sour face. he's always smiling lagi2 when he sees his grandchildren. datuk: are you still schooling? me: yes, atok datuk: ok good. study hard. have a good life in the future. me: * nod head* that was the first day of rayer and i never knew it was the last time we talked. those conversation etched in my mind forever. it's such a shame i was unable to spend my youth time with him. he took good care of me and my brother when my parents were away, working everyday. i prayed every single day for him until one of those days that was monday night, i prayed to God not to torture him anymore bcos he's such a nice man. may he rest in peace. i will definitely miss him. he's the best atok i ever had. yesterday was the last day i kissed him. it tears me up to see his pale face. it hurts. it really do. but looking at the bright side, he's resting in peace. i know he's out there somewhere, looking at us. i felt a surge of closeness to him. to the girls, fatin and fandi, thank you for being there for me :) what's so irony is few days before he died, he dreamt that he was still riding his motor although his motor was taken away. fortunately, that his motor plate is the same with his cemetery number.  allahyarham abdul rahim bin abdul talib. 20 january 1933 - 7 october 2008 semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Amin. Remembering the past makes us cry out loud and a pain in our vein the past when he always sents sister to school the past when he had taken us a very good care the past when he always visit here every first day of raye the past when he always buy for me toys the past when he helped ayah when ayah was choked the past when me, mom and dad visit him at his work place the past wen we, as a family visit him at hospital wen he needed his family most. the past when he always want to eat kuih and bubur at TTSH remembering the past when me and sister always eat his food at the ward remembering the past i ate his apple when he gave it to me. remembering the past he stayed at our house wen he is still healthy remembering the past wen he always remember of buying mum mee goreng which she love the most after working these are bits from my sister's blog. do read my sis's blog, fidi for more. i miss you , boy
Friday, October 03, 2008, 9:58 PM
i want to be your official girl, want to your official girl...  the previous entry was random but i mean what i say. i can't believe girls are like making all the first move instead of guys. it seems they're desperate to get attention. bloody bitches go be a clown lah if you want attention. went to play bowling with dd just now. like finally i won. ive been a loser at everything! pool, carrom, bowling. i dun even know what im good at. bahhh. mardy is off to kl and she's like sending msges to all the people not to msg her while she's away. she's terrified we wanted to strangle her bcos she might not reply us and wasted our bill/prepaid. erm yawnn mardy yawnn. haha. im having an ulcer on my tongue on the first day of rayer! thats the suckiest thing that happened to me bcos i dun get to savour the fanastic dishes my mom cook! rendang, sambal prawn, sambal goreng pengantin! but i dun really care i just ate all of them and more spicy food. the outcome is that....the ulcer is getting worse. i ate kfc 2 piece chicken. the original one is more salty. so, i stopped halfway bcos my tongue cudnt take it. it was pleading me not to hurt it. im like okay okay. now im damn hungry. give somee love to the tongue and my chicken people. i watched the latest latest american next top model. I CANT BELIEVE CLARK IS OUT. .jpg) im outta!i expected joslyn to be out bcos she's getting crapier each week. it was her funky and mickey mouse voice that makes the judges hold her back. blubluu. ok im so mean. but elina cannot go home for sure. and and... to whom it may concern... i know something is hidden beneath his eyes which i could not predict what it is. he seems reserve and quiet these days which is soo not him. i wish he could be more open and obviously i can't force him to do that. i miss his lame jokes, his laughter, the usual him. i just miss him. was it the blonde thats making him the different person? should i really give you time to get back to the real you but i can't help but to miss you even more :( firi wonders. , 6:33 PM
" mind your bird's nesttt " dun understand girls nowadays. miang nk mampos. mati tknk. hmpf. | |||||
