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selamat hari raya!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 10:16 PM
selamat hari rayer to all the muslims! maaf zahir & batin. im like soaking wet. as i was walking towards my block in the rain (like music video) , i saw a group of fireman screaming " GO! GO! " they were mat bomba, mind you. they were carrying fire extinguisher. so i felt like the fireman spoil my runway. they were some kinda accessory to my runway. haha kidding2. cam feeling2 walking in the rain and out the sudden, fireman came running past me. KWANG. so i was gasping all the way. try to imagine my face doing that. GASP. :O i followed the fireman ALONE. thinking twice as i dun wanna be kiasu, i walked back to my lift. so yeah. i think it's a malay house thats on fire. they boiled the meat too long or the lontong's on fire i guess. LONTONG ON FIRE. ok stop it. oh please people, smile for me. it's mlm rayer. i hope tmr is gonna be a better day and for you too. :( have you heard kanye west's new song on 987fm? im like he can sing???? ok,the shower is calling me.  i can see your eyes there's something missing... Monday, September 29, 2008, 3:28 PM
Bila cinta tak lagi untukku Bila hati tak lagi padaku Mengapa harus dia yang merebut dirimu Bila aku tak baik untukmu Dan bila dia bahagia dirimu Aku kan pergi meski hati tak akan rela ceh, this song has absolutely nothing to do with me. feeling jiwang jeee hari raya coming. lonely, lonely
Sunday, September 28, 2008, 3:43 PM
holaa. today is just gonna be random since it's sunday. so, random sunday. i remembered waking up so damn early on wednesday to meet mardy at BEDOK RESERVOIR and i dun even know why of all places bedok reservoir. so i arrived 30 mins late as usual and she was there sitting like a loner. she looked like her husband chased her out of their house. haha seriously. cam kurang kasih syg. kesian mardy. den, i passed her my money for the bbq pit and went off but she held me back. i suspected something fishy. raise eyebrow raise eyebrow like the rock. den aww, ht covered my eyes. it was the girls. the lovely girls. awww. they gave me body shop perfume. there were 6 tubes with diff colour. girls, i know the price oredi. they gave me a slice of cake. it was damn heavenly nice. mom actually ate b4 me! they knew i loveee choc mousse. i love you girls.  hmm den lalala. went geylang w/o any makeup! omg people. give some love to the face. natural beauty doesnt werk for me. i hate finding baju raye at geylang bcos my body is like bones here and there...bootyless..fatless..adipose tissueless..gosh. why must fandi werk on the weekends. it's pretty sucky bcos ill be stuck here at home earning pennyless while he's out dere earning pennies. so much of him werking at f1. damn lah. how could a person earn 0.3k in just 3 days xcepts for prostitutes lah. hmpff. i wonder if nicole scherzinger is in spore to watch her bf. hmm, den i shud oso be watching my bf....working. kwangg.  my hair colour was inspired by her. that hair is not even real. she's a lesbian. oh well oh well. happy birthday to me!
Monday, September 22, 2008, 2:16 PM
happy belated birthday firi! omg omg i'm legally 18 unlike some ppl eh (refering especially to lyra) pelan pelan kayuh k. haha. ko jage ko aper aku buat kat muker ko by december. muahaha. okay, my birthday. celebrated with fandi. luckily we took the bus. hmmmpf. walked around to kill time and i can't believe we actually argue right before buker time bcos we dunnoe where to break fast. pathetic ryte we all? we made faces at each other, sarcastic, step on each other feets. i think it's bcos we were too hungry thats why we lose our temper easily. so ppl, be good to ur gf/bf during fasting mth. butt at the end of the day we make up. i read my friends' teenager magazine. there's something interesting facts bout the perspective of guys towards girls. guys just hate girls when they can't make up their mind. cmonn ppl, girls are naturally indecisive. guys should the one making up thier own mind. like asking out on a date, u dun expect girls to decide the place and time right? For me, being in a 4 years relantionship, it doesn't matter to me anymore. it's more like working things out together. when things go wrong in your relantionship, you know you cant face it all alone. you need each other to go through the thick and thin...by the end of the day when things are already good, you'll be like we made it... ok ok random i know. the wonders of being in a relantionship. sometimes it pulls you down and makes you weak, sometimes it makes you strong. ok ok moving on, fandi gave me something which really left me speechless for the whole night and even until now. so i have the honour of telling you people how great this guy has been in my life..  love him. yeah, got a coach bag. his mom had been helping every year for my birthday. oh my, i love you people. i dunnoe why this year i dun expect any gifts from any people. im just happy ive turned 18. the only gift i want from fandi is his driving licence and thats all. however im so thankful. :D my sis gave me a t-shirt. the size was S. im like why u nvr buy for me xS? she made a face and called me disgusting. pfftt. wow, however thnx man. ok thats all for my bday. omg 1 more week to hari rayer. i haven get my period! yeesaa! pls dun menstruate, body. please please. slamat berpuase. it's the last 1o days of ramadhan. you know what you should do *winks* she got her own things
Tuesday, September 16, 2008, 1:03 PM
this song really make me smile bcos it suddenly boost my self esteem. it's as if he's singing to me. but neyo? damnn. so i just imagined my bf singing this to me to make me happier.
0 commentsive been watching antm over again starting from season 4. how pathetic i can be but i enjoy every seconds of it. it never fails to crack me up and be like woooo when the girls start bitching bout each other. life as a model...huahua ive been attending make up tutorials (no, it's free because it's from the internet.haha) so, applied many colours ive never tried before. u noe like after using your eyeshadow palette for over 6 months, the gold and brown colour always have holes in the middle while the purple and blue are still fresh new. mine is so common. i dun use blue or purple or even green! ill look like an opera singer.  after learning all these, it inspires me to explore and dare to be colorful as a rainbow and lollipops. hurrayy. the picture looks fake ah? but noo its not! dun worry. omg omg 2 weeks to hari rayer. ok ok my brain has its say..dear body, let me fast the whole month without skipping it. please have my period on the first day of rayer or second day or third day but not weekends bcos i also cannot endure the pain. i love you, body. love, brain. and i haven't buy rayer shoes lah! its so hard to find a nice flat shoes. only God knows and some of you know why i need flat shoes. hehehe. till then. somebody turning eighteen this sunday. i wonder who. hmm. STAND UP TO CANCER!
Thursday, September 11, 2008, 12:08 PM
 i realised ive not been updating. kwang kwang for me. i realised i typed out all the entries and saved it as a draft only.. so kental - i dunnoe whats up with me. the weekends were fully booked with dd, as usual. i really dont understant why we miss each other yet we see each other everyday. irony, kater cinta. bahaaa. however, i made an initiative to visit dear huiteng at work with dd on sunday. oh my she's so cute with yellow apron. i really think she should start wearing apron to school. she'll start the 'in' thing ya noe. she screamed at her top of her lungs when she saw me. i bet the customers tot she saw a thief or something but no, it's just me waving frantically at her. bahaa. huiteng, dun scream again ok? she and hana can join scream idol. ill be the host then. dd went to the new shop in bugis. he's dying for the bape shoe which cost 380bucks when he recently bought a shoe which cost almost 1k! im like you cant buy that, u have to start saving for my bdae gift which i think he is right now bcos me and ali's bdae fall on the same month. awww. but really, i dun xpect anything EX. im just happy im am going legally 18. *winks* hmm, results are out finally. so... organic&biological chemistry: B+ principles inorganic&physical chemistry: B science in food preparation: C human anatomy&physiology: C maths stat 1: D+ (hahaha) im just relievedd i passed my maths. fuh. i can finally burn all my notes!! wooot! but yeah, next sem there's maths stat 2. zzzz. im still wondering why im doing maths in this course. food science is about doing experiment in food. i mean u dun the calculate the density of the flour ryte?? do you? okayy now enuff of results. i think im gonna spent my hols worrying bout the boys. their exams are just around the corner. imagine!! PSLE falls on the third day while SA2 falls on the 2nd week of raya. im like its so mean! " nampaknya tkde hari raya ah bdk tuu. make sure hari sebelum hari raye, i want to see you studying. u can only go out on the first day of hari rayer. lastly, no playing bicycle for this whole mth " im mean ryte? they just make a face. well, i stressed that on the psle student. he failed his prelims! ill be freaking out if he stays back and the other student failed his sa2 science! he didnt even told me he took his science oredi. it falls on the week i was having my exams. im like crap lah, how am i supposed to face his father?? so ive to go to their hse everyday and im like soo sick today. *sniff sniff* dd's mother not arnd today :( i mean she cooks the best dishes. love her goreng pisang. slurp. ok shh. dd gonna take mc tmr. hurray hurray *jumps arnd and shake booty* ok shh, i dun have booty anw. kwang. im just a skeleton with little flesh. awww cry. and antm cycle 11 is out!!  just like a shadow, ill be beside you.
Saturday, September 06, 2008, 12:19 PM
lalala. im officially red headed and i just cant escape from that. my hair is singing danity kane's song. damaged damaged. happy sia my hair.
0 commentsokay okay cut it. today supposed to have mentoring but im just plain lazy and furthermore i woke up at 8am. i cant imagine myself cracking my brain again and teach the kids. it's enuff for me for this week bcos ive been teaching and teaching. this week been slacking at dd house. without dd actually because he's out somewhere in jurong island wearing his cute jumpsuit. awww. so, teached the kids and played games with his lil bro until night. i swear im getting so childish. by the time dd go home, he dozed off. awww poor him. too much oil his head i guess. hoho. im miss school w/o studying. bahaha. omg omg. results is in 3 days! i totally love avril lavinge! she's a completely changed person! cinta dalam hati
Tuesday, September 02, 2008, 12:03 PM
dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja...   that day before watching 4bia, me and fandi like macam P go and eat ben and jerry at the cathay. i called almost everyone to check if it's halal. so, we tawakal before we eat. we were rich for a sec. haha ok lame. i can go GB(giler babi) when im with him. i am officially red headed and ill be going back to blonde after my sister return home with a new box. i look sick with red colour, honestly. NOBODY CAN SEE ME RED HEADED OKAY except for my sis ah. ok bla bla. i just bought a dress from studiofrost. the price is reasonable. and im terrified it cant fit me. muaha. ok toodles. 4bia
Monday, September 01, 2008, 11:52 AM
 okayy, movie review for 4bia! i know it's kinda late. im just a sucka for horror films especially when the movie's from damn good producers like shutter and alone. however, this movie send me chills throughout the night and even now. ironically when i watched shutter and alone, i didnt hesitate to go home alone even after midnight. however after watching this movie, i had a great hesitant to go home alone. so, my sis,4 yrs younger than me and being the daring one(she didnt watch the movie thats why) fetched from downstairs. amusingly, it's only 10pm. i cant bear having to walk along the dark, creepy corridors ALONE. eee. actually the movie was ok. it's a blend of comedy and thrills. one time you'll be laughing and other time, you're all tensed up. the scariest part was the last one. the air stewardess. now, i wud not wanna be an air stewardess. who knows, you might be taking with a corpse. it'll be a hell of 7 hrs flight. this air stewardness(she's heavenly beautiful) had an affair with a princess' husband. so, of course the princess found out.the princess' face was scary btw. so the princess fly to her country with the air stewardess who slept with her husband. so she intentionally wanted to bring the air stewardess back to her country and punished her because whoever slept with the princess' husband will be punished, stripped naked, and be on the princess' foot and seek forgivenes b4 she dies. (i think) so, the princess was being so fussy and wanted the stewardess' food which has shrimp. aww, the princess had allergy to shrimp. she had no choice but to serve the fussy princess her food. due to that, she died. what a sudden death. so, the corpse had to be sent back to her country by 15hrs. so, what do you think happened in the plane?it was hell of 6hrs flight until the stewardess went out of her mind and wanted to jump out of the plane.the corpse looked like pochong and thats what creeping me out.in the end, the stewardess died with her hands on the princess feet, seeking forgivness. that was creepy. AND, the corpse was crossing her legs. OMG, that was super creepy. it reminds me of pochong. seriously. so, i slept with the lights on yesterday until sahur. dd texted me at 4plus saying the images kept playing in his head.he was scared and all like kedi bapok u noe but actually,im more scared than him ah. eeee. now i had phobia of bells and corpse. so, i forced my sis to stay awake until 1am.asked her to accompany me watched my jericho rosales,timeless until 1am.when the show ended, she was like yessa at last!asked her to wait infront of the toilet.haha ok ok i know it's the first day of ramadhan. i shudnt be scared and all. ok ok. what am i gonna do for the next 6 hrs. hmm. fandi is having attachment. cousin also having attachment. friends are busy with schools. oh my, ull see updating thrice a day. -_- | |||||
