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firi, going 22 on Sept 21. in a 8 years relationship with my one and only Juffandi Jefferi. currently working as management support officer which has no absolute relation to my course of study. however, food will always be my greatest indulgence. cooking is my passion. having a collection of cosmetics & perfumes is my obsession :)

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Saturday, August 30, 2008, 11:29 AM


like i said, EXAMS ARE OVER. like finally. what's more is that we're on hols. yes tpians on holiday. wohoo! *shake afro hair like a rockstar* like finally a break - just what i need. i can go for beauty therapy (ive terribly pimpled and oily face) , go shopping like mad girl , watch teevee , drama , soaps , movie on internet and more! like finally life is back. yes mardy, i played hotdog bush until 2am yesterday until i cried actually bcos my eyes strained.

okay lets begin on monday. btw these pictures are just random - for your self entertainment. in case your heart melt along the way reading this post. :p *blush* ehehe. ok kidding.

MONDAY
hmm, we had pipc - principles inorganic physical chem. omg my fingers just got tired typing those. basically, its physical and inorganic. so, loads of calculations. i tell you, the paper was terribly tough like there's many connective tissue and muscle fibres in the paper(ok stop being so scientific for a sec)

yes it was. i nearly burst into tears doing those. i hate getting big no. and have to round to 2/3 sig fig lah. neutralization, pH. shuttup! chem eng stud find it OK you noe. i guess fsn just sucked in this.

TUESDAY
had obc - organic biological chem. it was okay. leslie predicted A for his obc. im like yey he thinks he had raven's vision. 0.o we had our exam at sports hall which is like so weird. there were dozens of fan lined in each row. there's one beside me and keep on blowing my hair for 2hrs. end up, i had afro hair after that.

talking bout afro, we saw afro after school. i cudnt contain my laughter. his afro(mardy's mimpi manis) is getting bigger each by day. his hair almost camouflage among the bush bcos i cudnt spot him at first. haha ok stop being mean.

WEDNESDAY
NO PAPER! practised maths from 9 to 3. after that met dd (after days not meeting him :( ) for a while and accompany him to penin. he bought a subcrew porch for 80+! im like 0.0. *bonkk* a small purple(barney's colour) porch man. anw, if anyone interested to buy any stussy caps , pls let me noe. he's selling at a damn gooood price. ;)

send him to cdc driving and headed home. i left the busstop at 6+ and i reached home at almost 8. it was only at ubi. actually there's a heavy traffic lah so yeah. practised maths until night like mad girl.

THURSDAY
had maths. my paper was terribly, damn tough. too much collagen inside. damn lah. i didnt noe why the paper was damn hard. imagine! i got stuck only on the 2nd ques. the rest too. i cudnt differentiate the bloody thing. omg omg.

went home and studied sfp - science in food prep. imagine, 9 heavy topics in a day. i got stuck on baked products for 3hrs and the bloody thing just wont get inside my head! i got panic and slept at 4am. but hana hardcore ah. she slept at 5am. im like woahhh. mardy and tarini slept at 2. reasonable u noe. someee ppl slept at 10+ and had their afternoon nap somemore. *hint* im like, what did you study? hehehe.

FRIDAY
woke up at 7 plus. i felt like i slept for oni 30mins u noe. sfp was DAMN TOUGH. i cried doing it. there was one ques, explain the change of texture in meat when it undergo heating-10 MARKS. wah, the 10 marks so evil. im like what? i didnt even study that. lamee.

after the exams, i said to the girls. " 3 supp paper " pipc,maths and sfp.

after that had a surprise party for tarini. (somebody turning 18 this sun..) woot woot. bought for her makeup. and and my bday is soo coming nex mth ryte..? *hint hint*

after that mardy and hana had to go home. sobs. accompanied ky and ht to find jobs. ky bumped into her ex classmates and she burst into tears. im like omg i miss my ex classmates. sobs. the lame people who create a history in my life. ceh.

den we let ky hang out with them. touching ryte we all? hehe. den ht, me and tarini went to bowl. somebodyy took my luck and win over me. haha ok. im never gd in bowling and pool anw :( walked, walked, cracked lame jokes and laughed like drunkards. they admitted when they first saw me, they tot i was a MINAH?! tarini was like,
" i tot you're the type of person when i stare and you'll stare me back and whack me.."

im like wow thats so me. they didnt expected there's mickey mouse inside me. ok nvm only my close friends know the real me ;) right? ok ok enuff. thnx to dd, i become a lame person.

this is real, this is me. im exactly where im supposed to be. omg omg camp rock is in a week time. im soo watching you joe.

after that, had tution. they didnt even know there's tuition in the first place. dd wasnt home. his makcik went all the way home. lucky they were hanging out nearby.

i was actually pissed with my tuitee for failing his prelims. hmpf. actually my fault too ah bcos i was busy with exams til i didnt give much attention to them. his agg is just a border line and yet he thinks he's at the safe zone.

i pitied his parents of course. they werked so hard to earn money. i vowed to myself as long im with dd, im gonna push his bro until he go to express or NA at least. ;) hopefully. who noes in the mid, i might be doing my further studies in overseas. hahaha. ok fir, ur not even thru yr 1. -.- later can tok,

results will be out in a week time. pls, hopefully i pass. insyaallah. i dun wan my gpa to be lowww....sobs sobs.

looking at the bright side, hols are here. at least i can rest for a week. ok ok 4bia is calling me. firi firi..
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Friday, August 29, 2008, 10:12 PM


EXAMS ARE OVER. SEM 1 IS OVER. FINALLY OVER! SCHOOL OPENS IN 1 1/2 MONTH TIME. MY LIFE IS FINALLY BACK AFTER MONTHS OF TORTURING. MUAHA. ill update more tmr...stay tune ;)
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exam fever
Saturday, August 23, 2008, 10:53 AM

HAP is over!!! one down, four more to go. like crap, i memorise all the hormones and instead it came out on MCQ. i memorise the menstruation part like crazy for almost an hour. it didnt even come out A BIT. yeyy i can burnnn HAP. actually no lah..who noes i might be retaking. only god knows..

(i know my face like crap right)lastly, i wanna thanks didi for being there for me all this while. he had there for me through the thick and thin. i can't imagine life without him. i treat his family like my own. omg omg im so emo. he filled every empty spaces of my heart eversince they parted from my life. the feeling of loss still lingers but he managed to be my remedy.

" my life is so lonelyyy..."
" why fir? i have been always with you all this while if you realised "

yes he did. i love him.
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human anatomy and physiology = mad
Saturday, August 16, 2008, 12:03 PM

holaa. im gonna be on hiatus for roughly 2 weeks. so no more blogging for me in a meantime! i bet 99.9% of tp-ians are busy mugging for their exams. as for me and the rest of the as students, im glad enuff to announce hap exam is less in a week time.

ive yet to cover even 2 topics out of 6 topics. oh cmon studying human body is not the thing for me man. so ive to erase my dream of being nutritionist. its a no no to me already. sheeesh. thats just a sad thing. if only im not in spore, ill be a beautician and part time photographer. bahaha. dream on firi.

practical exam was ___. i dunnoe whether to say easy or hard. it was a blur when i got my bench no. (im always blur lah) i roamed around the room, searching for my bench no. while everyone else had started preparing. so, my bench was at far end. i saw red cabbage on my bench. im like crapp lahh vegetable! leslie got potatoes(damn easy) and mardy got banana.. hoho. ooo. but tarini got starch. awww.

so ive to make the red cabbage to bluish purple and reddish. so, i was blank at first. i stared at the question paper hoping for ans to pop out in any secs. but dun have :( but den, ting! added vinegar which is acid and NaBicarbonate (alkaline).

PEOPLE! if u wanna to kill people unintentionally, boil some water and add sodium bicarbonate. it gave out this damn pungent smell until i almost puked. ammonia smell better man. so, got interviewed by karen. luckily she's in a good mood :D

okay so, andre randomly msged me and wanted some cookies. ya lahh, he noes im in food science and he thinks i bake cookies everyday.

ok ok gotta go and study mathsss. lameee. lameee. be back in a week time owite!
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love
Wednesday, August 13, 2008, 10:18 AM

im just glad that things are going good. people reconciling with their loved ones. awww. kisses for them.
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echotin
Saturday, August 09, 2008, 12:25 PM


omg omg. i learnt that jericho and kristine are doing a comeback after a long time separated! woohoo! *do jumping jack and somersault* they are single again! (jericho was att to heart evan while kristine was married to diether fyi) ok i sound so mean but i would love to see them together again. haha. im just a hardcore fan of them lah. haha bye now.
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LAME
Friday, August 08, 2008, 10:10 PM


lamee life is so lame. there's 10 reasons why life is lame for me right now.

1st: exam is in 2 weeks
2nd: practical exam is in 3 days(that means no rest for this weekend.need the weekend to worry bout my exam)
3rd: been going damn late and sleep like a pig
4th: no time to study
5th: quiz every week
6th: no time to download new songs
7th: been so long i didnt irritate my sister
8th: i havent pay the days i skipped fasting
9th: hmmm
10th: im done!

thats the perfect 10 reasons! looking at the bright side, life has been so great with didi's and the girls companion. they never fails to crack me up.

MONDAY
finished school at 1pm. omg omg so early i know! after school, played bowling with the girls since we were so free. i went broke after that after spending almost 6bucks on a game. bought pair of lame socks at 1.20 which i can find a 50cent one. finished by 3 and headed to dd house. gosh, his mom cooked heavenly fish n chip and baked potato pastry. creative right?? been eating a lot lately. still, it has no effect on me.



TUESDAY
went to school at 9am w/o knowing that we actually skipped maths lec before that. the day b4, i happily msged everyone there wud be no maths lec. i dunnoe whats up with me. dun ask. haha. so we skipped lec and missed out quite a lot. kwangg. had 4hr break. studied for obc quiz which i had no idea the quiz fall on that day. LAME FIRI!

had our quiz. after that, played bowling and pool with dd. i sound like im so free but act ive tons of things to be completed. but heyy, im a sucka for bowling and pool. im just addicted to it. as usual, dd aced in his game and wont let me have the chance to win. hmpff.

WEDNESDAY
went to mardy hse early in the MORNING to make brownie which i dun understand why we're making it. hehehe. so i came late as usual. had obc pratical.



okay that is oil with ethanol with ph. indicator inside. and yey for mardy,she managed to neutralise the solution. yey. ok, enuff of chemistry. after school, had tuition. go home, slept and wake up and study like mad girl.

THURSDAY
boringgg day. i made a fool of myself on this day. imagine me running to the LT to save seat but end up i went to the wrong level firstly. secondly, i went to the wrong LT. i looked like an idiot running here n there.

i remembered humiliating mardy by spilling out the beans. i pissed her off. she was damn mad at me. i was being such a bad friend and i imagined all of them leave me. den i wud be going to school and eat all alone. oh boy. i made it up to her by kissing her. awww am such a good friend.

it rained cats and dogs. so smart tarini and me decide to walk to safra busstop. so i walked with my jeans folded, looking like a retard. so everytime the lightning strike, we wud stupidly squat down for i dunnoe what reason. we were all drenched by the time we reached busstop.

FRIDAY
eve of national day woot2! started school at 11 and end at 5. had pipc quiz at the end of the day. the paper was erm, no words no comments. i think i took the wrong paper. the ques was totally irrelevant. is it the paper or is it just the me? hmm. today was a show your love day. aww. i made the love go round. i made mardy and raihana love sparks. aww.

after school, had tution. played uno. met didi. dear didi passed his final theory test. so much of him giving me that sympathy look bcos he failed. i totally buy that. but no! gosh, anak kepada instructor katekan. *wink*

tmr tmr tmr. had no idea. still clueless bout where to go. dear dd get to extend time :D:D i just want to avoid town area. hmmm. still thinking and thinking. hmmm. dunnoe leh. okay so long ppl! this is such a long entry. am i so right?
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love makes the world go round
Sunday, August 03, 2008, 12:47 PM

it's feels like ages i didnt touch my lappy. i cant remember when was the last time i touched it. ok enough of touching. so many things happen in a just a week. let me just brief through what really happened.

MONDAY.
all i remember it was a long day. as usual, our class really sucks in pipc expect for one or two. i hate it when mark tan mocked at us for being the last out of 20 class. lamee lamee. that night, i remembered looking out at the clouds and slept like no tmr after that.



TUESDAY
reached school super super early at 7 30 to rehearse my speech. dear tarini came to my rescue and brought for me long sleeve. it fits me perfectly. im not that skinny afterall! ahah but im still skinny lah. cant escape the fact. sobx. i was told the day before that short sleeve is not acceptable as it's not formal. wth. so didnt pay attention to maths lecture as i was having a nervous breakdown. the girls too.

and finally, our presentation! i was the second speaker. alicia went first. after that was mardy's group. alicia aced in her speech of course. raihana was the most relaxed one. future nutritionist lah she! i sucked during question time. baha. all i noe csas 2 is done! no more public speaking. no more speech in lecture theater! after our presentation, had our last sfp practical. had fun. we did eclair and cupcakes. but sadly, noone eat my prune cupcake! sobx. tarini ate it and felt constipated after that. kwangg. haha. after that, didi send me home as i insist bcos i scared i fall with my heels in the bus. lame excuse ryte? by right, i just want to see him. :P so, we sat and talk like we own the busstop from 5 to 8.








WEDNESDAY
had school at 12. had hap practical. hui teng , mardy and tarini dearingly volunteer to drool for 2 mins. had experiment after that. their salivary amylase turned purple after putting it at water bath for 1/2 hr. ew. had tutiton after that and studied hap like mad girl until 3am.

THURSDAY
it was a blardy long day with long hrs of lecture. ended school at 6 and went to watch mummy. damn lah. it was not up to my expectation at all. it was okay lah. but i really prefer part 1 and 2. i mean they are real mummies. genuine and REAL. there was this inconsiderate bangla on the phone at full blast. there's such thing as going outside and talk right. i think his boss nagged at him for skipping his work to watch mummy. i think so.

FRIDAY
tired tired tired. that explains all. my mind and body were not functioning normally bcos i had a really rough night. slept at 4 to study hap but i only memorised the DRAWING. gosh! failed my sfp quiz badly. i think im gonna fail my hap too. damn lah. im not gonna repeat this for my exam. i dun wanna retake again! exam is in 2 weeks time and yuhuu end of semester!!

thats the thing bout poly. you have to be consistently good. it's not like o levels which u can study last minute and still pass with flying colours. it's not gonna work in poly. so ppl, if you are the type that study last minute, you can forget bout entering ESPECIALLY science school. you need to have a lot of attention in your studies. you have to die die pass your mini test too if you wan to graduate well and enter local uni. i think i just go overseas and get my degree. (haha cam paham)

SATURDAY
skipped mentor as i woke up late. had no mood to even entertain kids but i miss my dear kusco lah dey! went to zoo with dd's family. his makcik, pakcik ,bro and all were there. they are so damn kecoh. played uno in the middle of nowhere and i lose. goshh. lame fir lamee. so kena kuti by all of them. after that, went to watch firework. for the first time i watched firework with noone squeezing between me.




SUNDAY
that is today! omg! had madrasah and gonna have tuition in few hrs time. tmr school end at 1. woot woot. bowling baby! firi need to have muscles. on fri got pipc quiz. lame everyweek got quiz. need to complete hap tut. toodles!

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