my greatest fear is to speak in front of unknown people=1000 people. if i should be scared for tmr's speech, why shud i not be scared for saturday's public presentation. tmr is my impromptu speech and worst, coming this saturday is my public presentation kepada umat-umat islam. well, it's my final year project for my madrasah.

well, my group's topic is on 'menjatuhkan talak'. how i cud be so convincing when i'm not even married? worst still, one of my group member is missing somewhere in this world. basically, we are totally screwed. the greatest thing is that we are totally unprepared.

double triple yeahness to fir.

and next week is already quiz week. 16 days to bf bday. my account is still kosong like a rotten egg. oh my, what the hell is happening to me? is it me or is it just..life is supposed to be like that?

looking at the bright side, i passed most of my subjects. shocking yet true especially for my maths. i passed maths? oh-my-god. so unbelievably me. but syukur je lah it brights me up bcos i really thot i screwed up this term test. but then, it's only term test fir. it's not even the EXAM.

but at least, i could drop some subjects after this semester. hurray. and please, no more public speaking for me.

and yes people, if u people happen to have 10bucks in your pocket right now. don't ever touch it and spent it on nonsense things. instead, use that 10 bucks to watch the movie wanted. it's worth my socks, my body,my legs and everything. it's hella good. well, firstly i lovee the stunt. it's so unusual. when wud you see a car flip over and the driver is still alive? merepekk.

i dun like the ending though. it's so unexpected. hmpf. but still, it's lovely. *blow kiss*

holaa. it's monday. i bet people are schooling right at this hour or having cca or having extra classes. as for me and my class, it's a day off! woot woot. but only for one day because there's no lectures today. boohoo.

my hols are totally fun. (at last i said it is fun) been spending days with dd. but on sat was the ultimate one. thnx to mardy, she inspired me to play the luge and skyride at sentosa. we did we did! the weather is so hot but luckily it didnt rain but however, the sun made us sweat like a pig. it was terribly hot.



unfortunately we didnt go for a swim. we just sat there and watch people swim. and yes, there was a cleo bikini contest going on there. and and we bumped into utt. oh my god is he hot or wad? he's blazinnggg hot just like the heat. so we continued walking and i saw someone so familiar. (like as if she's my friend but no!) it's taya rogers. i tell you she look soooo much pretty in real live. she's damn gorgeous. she walked past us and she's naturally beautiful(she's not wearing heavy makeup). so, obviously she went to see utt. oh my beautiful people.



so we saw many manusia in bikini and board shorts. someee people just have to wear some cheap monday jeans to sentosa huh? *hint hint*



but dats not all. we saw people in prom outfit complete with a tie playing frisbee. omg, whats happening to the world?? they were in black somemore. somebody fine them!



okay okay, after lazing around, we decide to try for the skyride and luge. it was damn scary. my hands and feets were all sweaty. it cant be im afraid of heights right? we were like the jakon couples and kept screaming, im on the top of the world! but actually no we're not.



after reaching up there, this is the fun part! luge! oh god, it was damn blardy fun i tell you. it's true once is not enough. the queue was so damn long. we waited for almost half an hour but ironically the game is only less than 1 min. dd went first so i begged him to stop and wait for me.



he just have to fall into my trap and buy my sweet talks. i overtook him and challenged him to race at the greatest speed. by right, actually we're not supposed to but who cares right? bahaha. gosh, we even knock on the innocent kids' cart. they were so terrified they would fly away. kwangg. so i suggest you people must buy the 3 rides instead of one. 1 ride cost like 10 bucks for each person. $ching ching$



as usual, dd will always utter rubbish on our way back home. so,hols are over man. term 2 is here. gonna start missing him. time to crack brains. 2 weeks of hols is still not enough. and yes, my cds subject selection. i almost cried i cudnt log in to the website 3 days ago. waited for 3 hrs and finally my dear cousin helped me to choose. love her man. so i chose japanese,freehand drawing and fashion,french and entrepreneur. bahaha. mcm paham btol.

so hopefully im qualified to take those subjects. what if i do badly and i dun get to take those subs? :( i wonder how i do for my term 1 test. the answer is all by this week. the only thing im not looking forwerd to school is...THE IMPROMPTU SPEECH TEST WHICH IS TMR. damn damn damn. i hope the topic will be simple since ive not been catching up with the current affairs.

have to practise and crack the mirror by tonight. so long.

oh myy. it's my lame sister bday. she turned fourteen today. she woke up in the middle of the night to msgs and calls from people wishing her bdae. (if i were her, i would not sleep until 12 bcos i noe people will msg me) haha as for me, 2 people lah will msg me. the D's people, didi and dee.

awwww.

so tonight gonna celebrate her bdae at swensen. mom left note for us. she always do that. how romantic our mom is.

the weekend is finally here. thankfully before school starts. wang called me back to work just for one day. there was a lack of workforce and so on. i swear i'm really in a holiday mood. who wanna work right?

and my juju, if ur reading this. please make saturday happens which i'm sooo looking forward. ive spent my everyday life during the holiday with you but still, i cant get enough of you. how? haha. do i sound that obsessive? ive taken the risk to beg you in public which is my blog. so pleaseee. *make sweet face*

*drop waterface*

okay. looks like ive to spent the evening tokin to the mirror all alone to practise my speech.

-.-

till then.

i'm supposed to be at school discussing some csas project. so, i woke up at 10am, thinking that the meeting will be at 11am. was about to bath when i got a msg from alicia.

12.10pm.

she will just text a short and sweet msg that we will obviously understand. just like the one i got yesterday.

don't forget tomorrow.

school is haunting right at this moment. that day i went to pay my fees and it was damn isolated. the school environment is soo unlike the normal school days which it is 24/7 crowded. okay, soo i took this time to update. hiphip hurray!

had tutoring sessions straight last week. that means everyday meet bf. how heaven can that be? on friday, went to school to settle fees. bumped into someone which gave me some sort of goosebump.

" what year are you in ? "
" first year"
" what school are you from? "
" applied science "
"melayu?"
" ye " (dont i look a malay,duh? )
" study hard. foreigners are rising "

some sort of like that. me and boyfie was just rooted. ermm okay thats scary and i know how smart these foreigners are. geeshh. after that went to tts to see datuk. met my abang sedare whom i havent met for 15 years i think. seeing my datuk's condition really tore me apart. i hope he will just get better. my mother and uncles were at wits end. so people, stop smoking.

on sat, sat home the whole day. i cant remember what i did. but seriously, it kills me to kill time. so played lappy the whole day. bahaha.

on sun, its a sunny day! hurray i headed out at last. after tuition, followed the small boys to swimming. tempting to swim u noe. the weather was soo nice. sunny but windy. so i became the maid of the day.

took care of their things and folded their clothes. oh my, their maid was out there swimming too so i became the maid of the day. haha. called them to eat, took their pictures. like aww right. people shud hire me when they go swimming. ill do many kinds of job.

except that if you're drowned, i cud only scream. you know why.

okay goodbye!

watched ayat ayat cinta. i was dying to watch it bcos i was in a romantic mood. ahah. it was...

GOOD! really good! best movie i watched so far. inspired me to speak arab. if only tp offer arab language for cds selection. hehehe.

anw, the movie is about a guy who has fulfill everything but yet to fulfill his last wish, marriage. he is quite cute though. he reminds me of...majid? i dunnoe why. he is thin and tall, i think thats why. but damn the girls are so beautiful. both have that arab face and exotic look. yes, they have that flawless plus fair skin which i wish i cud have. they dun nid to worry about buying expensive facial wash and getting paranoid having acne and pimple bcos their skin is naturally flawless! boohoo. dun nid to buy oxy 10!

i love the movie. really love it. worth watching it. so, rather waste ur money buying the cd. dun watch at cinema bcos u can only watch once. if u buy cd, u can watch over a million of times. if u feel so low or feel like crying, den watch lah.

after watching, ull look at the clock straightaway and instantly, u feel like praying and read the holy quran. i dunnoe if u feel that way or maybe im just being dramatic.

sooo, it's wed oredi. i cant waste time anymore. firi is so desperate to enjoy herself. i wanna ice skate at kallang, roller blade at east coast,go to snow city or night safari and lots.

however, ive tuition until sunday. kwang kwang kwang.


kwang.

kwang.

kwang.

chicky dance**

okay, byebye.

i'm updating from upstairss. i mean, from my double deck bed. im soo elated to have my hols right now. but it's only for 2 weeks? as i sat down and watched mr bean, i was thinking oh my, wad shud i do next? this cant be happening. i've got nothing to study :( <-- mcm paham. ive no plans!

this morning i went jogging at reservoir with small boy. aww. it's been sooooooo long since i last jog. that was like b4 my o's. erm, the 2.4 test to be precise. my arms and legs are getting flabby. thnx to today's running, it is quite firm.

o.0

actually no lah. boyfie started running and the next thing i knew he was 1km away from me. so due to my low self-esteem(i tot i was losing weight), i walked all the way. it's way too long i didnt run. so,relax fir. boyfie plays soccer everyday so mind him. he can run around 2times and catch up with me.

so, to kill the long distance, i walked along and pretended to be a model. (there was noone around so make fool of myself!) den went home to watched timeless ,my jericho rosales!! arggh.

and he accompanied me do grocery shopping and tadaa home sweet home. slept throughout the evening and i bet dd haven wake up. so, im really dead bored. somebody entertain me!! shud start planning to keep me occupied. at least, the hols are satisfying b4 school starts and yes, impromptu speech!!

i hate public speaking. i hate public speaking.

two times in a row i was called out to talk about topics that arent interesting! i tok for like 1 mins and still my 2 mins isnt up. damnn. cant we tok bout celebrities? i hope my upcoming speech test is NOT based on social studies and all. imagine on the day, i open the paper..jeng jeng jeng..

how singapore involved themselves in helping the people in myanmar that was affected by cyclone?

and i have 5 mins to sit at the corner to prepare and 3 mins to present my speech. the whole class's eyes will be staring fixated at me. they will be like 'whatt rubbish u toking'.

grr. okay thats bout it.

what shud i do next? what shud i do next.

i know i know.

say byebye!

hola hola i'm backk! woot woot for me. i'm finally back from a break from the blogging world. *jumps around and do jumping jack* term test is finally over. a week of hell is over. woohoo. well, actually it's just a term test it's not even the end of semester. but 2 weeks of holiday man. (err,2 weeks only fir.it's gonna pass like a blink of an eye)

*blink eye*

well well, what have been happening in my life. well, nothing nothing. wake up in the morning, take free bus(hehehehe) and do test. go home and study like mad girl. some of the test like hap are damn hard. yeah, dats basically my life for the past few weeks. i will always not ferget to enjoy lah in the midst of it. ceh mcm phm.

selection of cds subject is outt. lots of my friends are taking french and psychology. i'm still ___(blank)___.

it's almost 11. it's pouring not so heavily so i dun need to sweat. but it's still hot when it's raining. weird. global warming!

my father just cooked curry chicken. he jumped when putting the whole basket of chickens to the curry gravy because he is scalded getting scalded. erm okay dad.

i got boyfie's kenduri tonight. it's a doa selamat. i'm just glad everything turned out pretty good, just like i expected. i will always pray the best for him. hope he is strong going through all the obstacles in his life and hopefully, the obstacles are not hindrance to his path of achieving his goal. he has went through a lot that i think neither i nor u guys can handle it. it's just too much in his hands. i admire his spirit. he had been so strong and it's one of the reason i love him. *tears*

everybody cry cry cry.

oh my, im getting late. i'll update really really soon. wooot woot for you!