you're super smart if you can figure out the place. it's not at the typical esplanade. it doesn't look in singapore but it is in singapore. it looks like a jetty but it is not. so take that calculator and map and crack that brain.

anw, bf companion had been so great but time just have to fly so fast. the weather was being so nice and i love every single seconds im with him. oh boy, can i just be in his clutch wherever i go? okay fir, stop it.

today is what i call tuesday blues. everyone was in holiday mood despite it's only 1 day holiday. everyone was restless during communication lesson. again, boringgg. we had impromtu speech about casual sex which leave us speechless and blank for the moment.

during sfp, we made choc pudding which taste like mousse. sfp killed the time of the day. the girls went wild during obc lecture until raihana was asked to answer a question in front of the 200+ students. thanks to mardy and erica who dropped my waterface. haha. after school, went to eat at tamp. bought mascara. all of the sudden, mardy and hui teng got inspired too and bought it. (it's on sale cmonnn).

i'm so looking forwerd for tmr bcos...there's no school. oh boy oh boyyy. i'm loving this week. but as i sat, something hit me. 22nd is drawing near. it's been like 2 solid months and yet the verdict is not confirmed. i'm terrified after knowing all the possibilities he could go through. it's just that i don't want to lose him. he have been occupying every empty spaces in my heart. when i really need someone, i knew he's always dere fer me.


:(


lets just hope for the best. i love you, boyfie.

yohaa i'm back blogging on a beautiful vesak day. it's scorching hot outside. i've been under the sun and sweating like a pig almost everyday. i'm terrified of getting skin cancer despite knowing that you can get vitamin D from the sun.

it's coming to week no. 5. i'm 2 weeks away from the term test and i'm still lost at some subjects. really. too much science can get on my nerves sometimes because it occupies 99.9% of my depriving weekdays. stop complaining fir. life is about sacrifsation. without sacrifise, what is life?

baha. okay, i owe a big apology to my lovelyy dee. it had been the cruelty of time and school that had make me not able to meet her. oh boy. i'll make it up to her for sure as i'm quitting my job. smileeee widely**

ive been wanting to watch ayat ayat cinta as i got really spiced up after reading the synopsis just now which is like ketinggalan zaman. how lamb fir. the casts were in spore recently and they got interviewed and instantly my eyes were on that girl. oh my, i sound so les but damn, i wish i have her exotic look.

okay moving on, yest had been a great day. went for tutoring sessions. once i stepped in, i felt a sudden crush. watching them laughs warms my heart. i felt something missing from my own family. being in their picture makes me feel im loved and all my sadness are drained away. ive been missing so much from my family.

after the sessions, went to east coast and watched bf,his father and ali play soccer. for the first time in 4 years, i watched bf played in a match. really. i could see how talented he is. god had give him such legs. people have been saying this and that for many yrs, but sadly i never get to see him played in a match before. i missed the chance when he played for the club. i'm just gonna support him and be the cheerleader and dancing all alone while he play. haha. siao.

so, tmr is.. school. but looking at the bright side, my group gonna make chocolate pudding. like yey bcos we have been measuring flour and cooking potatoes for the past weeks. bohoo. pudding girlss.

week number 4 is okay i supposed because the only thing i'm looking forwerd is my last day of work. like finally, i'm out of that place. however, that place brings many memories especially when you mixed with orang tk betol but i could no longer endure with damn irritating customers.

so, i wanna go back studying peacefully. hurray!

the few days back had been great except that i had 3 out of 10 for human and physiology spelling test. how lamb. i just hate that subject. i could never understand how the cells and tissues of the body work. gosh. i struggled reading plus memorising the 20kg textbook.

anw, looking at the bright side. surrounded with the girls had make me my tummy hurts so badly. laughing and laughing at weird lecturers. companion of bf was just great. if only time stops when i'm with him...

alicia pointed out something i find it...funny. like yeah. there are 6 modules we took.

maths and statistics = a maths
principles of inorganic & physical chemistry = physics + chemistry
organic biological chemistry = chemistry
human and anatomy = biology
science in food preparation = food and nutrition
communication skills = english

...these modules are not much diff to the secondary school subs we took except that it is...much more harder and we didnt take any humanities - hurray. sooo smart of alicia. i'm like , oh yarr horr i didnt even think of that.

can i have her accent so people will just laugh at me at every word i speak. she have this hawaiian-russian accent which i dun really noe. like ermmmm. laugh laugh. im gonna spill the beans. she's the runner up for antm 10! bahaha. she didnt win of course. dunnoe why. too many blondes and white girls i think

school had been so tiringgggg this week. it's only wed. sick of wearing covered shoes for straight 3 days and bring super heavy coats. but it was fun lullabying the human torso. i struggled hap lessons bcos i dun hav bio background? tmr lecture straight from 9 to 6. gagaga. jelly legs.

ok stop complaining fir. life is about sacrifisation. had been teaching the boys since sun and weekdays too, after school since it's the exam period. i tell you, it was tiring. looking at the bright side, get to see bf everyday. hoho. but still i always miss him. why fir whyy?

this starting song is like samba song. bahaha. did i not see acap and azhar k at anugerah band and got eliminated? awwwww.

okay gona sleeeeep nowwww.

can i like have my normal life back? things are not so good for me especially when there's damn a lot in my hand. i badly wanted to quit my job because i couldn't endure the tiredness but i simply can't. there was not enough crew. how lamb. eversince school started, i started to feel so pressurize bcos i hardly had time to...revise. damn right. the lectures can be damn fast or slow in teaching. but u noe at the end of the day, u have to do it on ur own. am i soo right, a3? hoho. okay.

i'm not even looking forward the weekends because of WORK. ironically, im always looking ferwerd to school. hahaha. geessshh. and i rarely get to spend time with the bf. meeting him always makes me miss him even more.

yest at last, i get to meet my lover, deedee. it's been ages i didnt see her and talk like normal gfs always do. oh boy. but sadly, ive to leave for work. treat her a tankini. oh my, she is getting like damn active. (jgn main2 you)

okay, am having tutor sessions with the boys later on. need to complete assignmentss. lalalala.

is this blog just getting dull or wad? need a camera. somebodyy??

like crapfish right. it's a labour night i'm still stuck with homework. but before i complete the hw, ive to study chemistry and bahaha i'm laughing my arse off because i dun understand a single thing because my mind was off to somewhere else during the lecture.

chemistry chemistry chemistry.

ok at least chemistry is better than MATHS. geeesshhh.

MATHS MATHS MATHS.

oh cmon fir, it's only the 2nd week of school. geeeshh.

happy labour day!! or, happy public holiday! woot woot.

prolly you guys gonna stick your butts at home and play the comp for the next 12 hours and will be like nahhh, who cares bout school. okay no, please don't. orrr, some of u guys gonna get ur psp,2,3 burned , burned , burned!

okay, btw gta4 is releasing soon. like damn ryte-only for ps3 and xbox360(bet my bro gonna cry in bed bcos he is a hardcore fan of gta) . the graphic gonna be like hella good. please please fandi, buy okay? ill come everyday after school. okay, why am i tokin bout games?

haha.

school had been soooooo damn, heavenly good this week excluding friday. if only school timetable is like this. no labs and several tutorial sessions. wahh so syiok. break is from 11-3pm. today started school at 3pm. wahh. say that again fir. heaven right?

but not from next week onwards.

i'm loving itas's banana fritters. okay goreng pisang. bahaha. it's the nicest banana plus batter i ever ever taste. it's crispy on the outside and soft on the inside. what does that exactly sound? BANANA FRITTERS AT ITAS. it's only 80cents. goshh, what were you thinking?? oh god, im drooling.

can i just skip school on friday and make it an excuse that oh, i tot friday was thursday. i lose track of the calendar. i looked at last yr's calender. okay lamee lamee fir.

i miss that little boy. boohoo. i'm dying to put colbie's little things song. but end up with lily allen. lily pon lily lahh.