hey hey! ive did my skin. cam tk pro my blog so what who cares eh. and btw, ive include the 2 links from my previous blog from 2004. go go read part one and scroll down. you'll come across this video of ira's bday i made last 2 years. i was laughing my arse off actually. it was during maghrib we sang to her. so, cover your ears when you listen to it.

go read lah eh if you wanna noe where i come from and how i survived in dunman,how rebel my frends and i was to the irritating teachers but they made difference in my life, happy and dark moments with my frends and fandi. aww aww. mind my lameness k.

well, ive been noticing people are just terrified to talk to me as im in a vulnerable state. my father was like aww, dun be sad nana. fandi's parents and siblings tried to cheer me up by making the usual jokes which will always makes me laugh no matter what. but you know lah eh who cheered me most. it was fandi. gosh, i can't imagine my life w/o him.

i kept dreaming that he died in my arms twice. omg, does anybody know what that means? ive becoming paranoid eversince. i started texting fandi saying dun leave me fandi, dun leave me. he really tot i was out of my mind msging him early in the morning not to leave me.

i woke up crying and crying and slept after that bcos i was too tired crying.

my family is not going jln rayer anymore bcos of my arwah atok. we went out once thats on the first day. boohoo :(

school will be starting in a week time. im excited plus boring at the same time bcos my life will be deprived. study study. goshh.

and i dunnoe what to do today. hmmm. okay okay. picture of the day !



i wanna thank my momm and my dadd. the picture seems fake. but hey i think im in love with her. gosh!