the previous entry was random but i mean what i say. i can't believe girls are like making all the first move instead of guys. it seems they're desperate to get attention. bloody bitches go be a clown lah if you want attention.

went to play bowling with dd just now. like finally i won. ive been a loser at everything! pool, carrom, bowling. i dun even know what im good at. bahhh.

mardy is off to kl and she's like sending msges to all the people not to msg her while she's away. she's terrified we wanted to strangle her bcos she might not reply us and wasted our bill/prepaid.

erm yawnn mardy yawnn. haha.

im having an ulcer on my tongue on the first day of rayer! thats the suckiest thing that happened to me bcos i dun get to savour the fanastic dishes my mom cook! rendang, sambal prawn, sambal goreng pengantin! but i dun really care i just ate all of them and more spicy food. the outcome is that....the ulcer is getting worse.

i ate kfc 2 piece chicken. the original one is more salty. so, i stopped halfway bcos my tongue cudnt take it. it was pleading me not to hurt it. im like okay okay. now im damn hungry. give somee love to the tongue and my chicken people.

i watched the latest latest american next top model. I CANT BELIEVE CLARK IS OUT.

im outta!

i expected joslyn to be out bcos she's getting crapier each week. it was her funky and mickey mouse voice that makes the judges hold her back. blubluu. ok im so mean. but elina cannot go home for sure.

and and...

to whom it may concern...

i know something is hidden beneath his eyes which i could not predict what it is. he seems reserve and quiet these days which is soo not him. i wish he could be more open and obviously i can't force him to do that. i miss his lame jokes, his laughter, the usual him. i just miss him. was it the blonde thats making him the different person? should i really give you time to get back to the real you but i can't help but to miss you even more :(

firi wonders.