yohaa i'm back blogging on a beautiful vesak day. it's scorching hot outside. i've been under the sun and sweating like a pig almost everyday. i'm terrified of getting skin cancer despite knowing that you can get vitamin D from the sun.

it's coming to week no. 5. i'm 2 weeks away from the term test and i'm still lost at some subjects. really. too much science can get on my nerves sometimes because it occupies 99.9% of my depriving weekdays. stop complaining fir. life is about sacrifsation. without sacrifise, what is life?

baha. okay, i owe a big apology to my lovelyy dee. it had been the cruelty of time and school that had make me not able to meet her. oh boy. i'll make it up to her for sure as i'm quitting my job. smileeee widely**

ive been wanting to watch ayat ayat cinta as i got really spiced up after reading the synopsis just now which is like ketinggalan zaman. how lamb fir. the casts were in spore recently and they got interviewed and instantly my eyes were on that girl. oh my, i sound so les but damn, i wish i have her exotic look.

okay moving on, yest had been a great day. went for tutoring sessions. once i stepped in, i felt a sudden crush. watching them laughs warms my heart. i felt something missing from my own family. being in their picture makes me feel im loved and all my sadness are drained away. ive been missing so much from my family.

after the sessions, went to east coast and watched bf,his father and ali play soccer. for the first time in 4 years, i watched bf played in a match. really. i could see how talented he is. god had give him such legs. people have been saying this and that for many yrs, but sadly i never get to see him played in a match before. i missed the chance when he played for the club. i'm just gonna support him and be the cheerleader and dancing all alone while he play. haha. siao.

so, tmr is.. school. but looking at the bright side, my group gonna make chocolate pudding. like yey bcos we have been measuring flour and cooking potatoes for the past weeks. bohoo. pudding girlss.