what a sickening week. been down with many types of illness. gees,actually not a lot of them, just two. until i cudnt report to work & my manager got mad at me bcos i told her at the very last min. fandi was being such a hero and replace me even he was hesitant at first. that happens yesterday, right after the school carnival. okay, ill elaborate on that later on. but first,..in case if u haven watch step up 2 or having doubts bout watching....



you shud really catch it. i mean really. worth your 9.50bucks. it was sooo much better than part 1(even though channing tatum spice up the movie). i give 4 thumbs up for this movie, inc my toes. the guy of the movie is quitee hot(i dun really fancy blonde guys but he looked like the guy from the american pie). i cant believe i watch american pie.

okay, i absolutely lovee the last part. i mean which dance movie can you find them battling and dancing in the rain?? SEXY i must sayy. my eyes were totally glued on the screen without even blinking. weird but true. everyone did that. okay, it's a really good movie. worth to watch. worth to treat your friends, gf or bf.






okay so,went to school carnival yest. there's been so many changes. no more lab at the first level! oh my, thats where we took out o lvl practical. was such a memorable place. went to the 'disco room'. it was tedious. i think the most happening disco was two yrs back where they held it at the surfin room. everyone dances like there's no tmr. okay.

so, i wasnt in the mood for anything. i apologise fer being so hostile and unfrendly. i was so fatigue that i cudnt stand for even a min. so, i cudnt report to work. i cudnt get thru deena. i got scolded by my manager. of cos, its unexpected when you get sick.

" hey im getting a leave next week bcos im going be sick! "

who the hell say that right. so deena was being sooo understanding that she didnt allow me to werk and instead,asked me to find some1 to replace me. so fandi was all i have. he, being such a good bf decided to replace me by all means even though he truly was hesitant. sat night is always bz. i dun mind werkin on weekdays even if im sick. thank you thank you didi! love him man.

what saddens me the most on that day was i was barely recognized by someone who ive known for years. i cant believe they looked at me like as if we did not share any good memories. i cant help but to feel sad all day long and yet i cant bear to hold any grudge. for months ive been thinking what wrong did i do and people were just telling me that im wasting time thinking bout people who doesnt even think bout me. they had each other so they stand to lose nothing. im on my own with people like diyana and fandi supporting me. fandi took over the place and became the shoulders to cry on, be there for me when im sick, entertains me when im lonely,be a friend when i need a friend. i cant imagine being w/o him. diyana too. god gave me both of them when they're gone. whatever it is, i do miss them. this heart of mine is too soft to hold any grudges. i cant.