just because of one mistake, everyone is affected. everything is ruined. his reputation went down. but i'm grateful at the same because he realised it at this turning point of life. i always believe because di sebalik ini semua ada hikmahnya. (tengok byk sgt hikmah dahh)

his laugh warms my heart. his touch give me chills. it makes my world go round when i'm with him. now that i can't be with him that often, i've to be patience. i'm glad dee was there yesterday. i felt so terrible after we leave them. dee became my crying shoulders. i was glad that my mom cared for me by asking how he's coping. when these things happen, my mom began to soften her heart towards me , together to my two other siblings. it hurts to see his mother cried and yet, still cared for him. he's a pure gold to his mom.

i know we're going to be okay. i know we would. i've never felt so terrible but i'm going to be okay and keeps on supporting him no matter what. i hope someone out there too, is supporting his best friend.