hola hola. ive been wanting to update but as soon as i got to this page, my mind went blank. instead, i got engrossed with something else (american next top model) what elseee. lucky noone hasn't labeled me as antm obsess-er (i know no such word. was trying to make one) muaha. i think right after you guys read, y'all gonna start labeling me.

so currently watching cycle 10. the latest season and currently airing around the world EXCEPT for singapore. singapore is airing cycle 7 which is so dah basi. and yes yes, caridee ENGLISH won. well, at first i tot she's english. haha. lame me judge her by her name. the first blond woman to win the competition. i mean b4 that was all brunette and black people. trust me. i memorise all their names. (oh my god. firi is scary! an obsessive!!)

ok moving on. life had been fun. okay take that as a sarcasm. i hate to work when there's concert. ill get back home at 5 in the morning and people tot i werked as a hooker which is definitely no. i usually got out of the taxi like a retard( bcos i was ultimately jaded-only God knows how i felt). neighbours might misunderstood and tot im drunk by their first impression. ok so far, neighbours haven't give me disgusted look. it's just me being paranoid. muaha.

school will be starting in 2 weeks. deedee too!! sadly, ive a week left to work. supposingly it shud start in 3 weeks. but am having camp before that. did i mention i hate camps. firstly, i'm alone. secondly, i've no friends. thirdly, i dun recognise ppl there! haha. it's the same actually. so pleasee! any applied science student tag me and update what you'll be wearing. i cant imagine myself wearing some lame shorts there. haha.

okay. only my school is having camp. design, engineering , it and etc are having only 2-3 days orientation. i hate to be away from home and especially my hp!!! alah alah. must it be that compulsory?! school is starting and need to buy uniformss! need to ask the two lovely parents for extra cash.

i was helping my sister with her maths- factorisation. i cant believe but its true it took me so long to solve it. my brain had not been academically active for 5 months. wake up brain!!

tomorrow is just another day. had to wake up early in the morning. i know i have to be there for him no matter what. he should know i'm doing all this because i love him so. im glad they see me as part of their family. let's just pray God will give him strength to face this. Amin.

it's a sad thing this happens in between. happy 4 years , love.