wohooo its monday. monday monday blues. ok when was the last time i updated. hmm. okay, thursday. was out with deedee. met her at the top of the afternoon. when the sun was right on top of the head. nvr been out so early, trust me. met her at tp busstop. it was an express journey from tamp to suntec. omg, i cant believe ive to survive using adult fare for the rest of my life. no more student pass for mee!!! babi ko dee.


went to search fer her school shoe. oh my, i just remember those pampered days, buying expensive shoes and ill say to mom, " it can last two years, mumy. " not even two years, i asked my mom for another shoe. ahaha. ok now ive to live on my own. buy own clothes and everything. can you believe i bought deodorant, shampoo and conditioner using my own money? my other family members are also using it. thats noottt fair. and the good thing is that my mom asked me to buy sanitary pads for her. wah. i believe my money is not fer buying household things. haiz. patience fir. at least i loosen the financial tension that had been growing for the last few months.


anyway, continue. ate at food culture. and i treat my DEAR DEEDEE eh eh? tkpe tkpe, dun pay me back ok. my treat yaw. went home bcos my sis is all alonee at home. boohoo, like she's not used being so alone at home. well, at least having her around makes the house looks like a jungle. okay dats too much. i went home only to find out that my bro was off. kwang..

thursday night. all i remember it was such a terrible night. a heart aching night.

FRIDAY.
the big daddy treated us sheeshaa. well, since he's legally eighteen. well, all sorts of things happened. i could understand why i easily got so annoyed. i was having my dengdeng.





























syerz treated us. yeah me & fandi didnt touch the sheeshaa at all. ahahah (cam faham) it can get really damn addictive. so went home feeling so damn drowsy.






















okay. thats the end of friday. saturday morning at 12. was at busstop with dd.

i appreciate it. you made the right choice of moving on with me. thank you for all the understanding and patience you had with me for all this while. i just realise i cudnt live without you. neither could you. im ready to face the challenges that could break us apart. i will stand up for you and of course, because of your love. i will always love you. thank you for not giving up on me and this last until the end of time.


InsyaAllah.

& raily. im sorry for what had happened. im truly sorry. im sure there's such thing as what goes around comes around. one day, he'll feel what you feel and im sure he'll be hurt seeing you. be strong and patience ok.

and yesss, im sharing my room with my sissie. oh mannn. she'll be sleeping in my room. oh my. IVE NEVER SHARE A ROOM WITH HER FOR THE ENTIRE 17YEARS OF MY LIFE. ok, wad a shocking fact. but but she's been a daddy's girl. and i wanna have the room to myself so nobody could hear me sing , see me cry , laugh when im mad and hear me talk alone. oh gosh.

werk on saturday. i cudnt stand customers any longer. they can be such an big arse to me. im sick of these customers looking down upon workers like us. it can be really, really sick. when i watch the commercial about customers being kind and courtesy. fcuk it, it dun really exist. except for some customers, they can get really really kind. for example, teenagers like us. they are always smiling. thier smile really warm our hearts.

haiz. all i could do is SMILE whent the customers scolded us. wth. but be patience. thats all i could say. im there to earn money, not to entertain these i-love-to-fight customers.

goodbye.