i can't believe this is happening to me right now.i can't believe a friend that i trust betrayed me. wot wrong did i do to deserve this? i always wonder am i such a bad friend? i miss my old friends. i really miss them. i miss the stupidness and crapness we always had. it's so hard to move on and leave behind my best friends because i knew they had each other and it's better off w/o me. they were the best things that happened to me. all that's left are memories. i hope i always be remembered. i seeked for some place to lean on and i thanked god for giving me diyana to become the hero(in) in my life. she was always there fer me all the while, which i didnt realise fer e moment. she was always dere fer me thru the thick n thin. she was there on the phone when i needed some place to cry on. no words could describe how grateful i am to still have her in my life.

the friend that betrayed me. all this while, i had trust on her. now that i know her attitude. oh wait, i oredi know her real colours. everyone around me knows her real well. she had a gut to wreck my relantionship. bcos of me, fandi is doubting my love towards him. (which is so sad) this is so hard to face. what am i supposed to do now when i cudnt change his feelings.(if i have the power) i gave my all to show that i love him. i know im starting to wear off facing the same thing all over again but ill built my own courage. i will because i really love him.

oh my. im late fer werk. deena wud obviously detect my sadness. you see, im so translucent. so detectable. im not good at hiding feelings. shits. till then,toodles.



(wot an entry). ill promise and post a better n entertaining entry.