Kemarin, kulihat awan membentuk wajahmu
Desau angin meniupkan namamu
Tubuhku terpaku...

Semalam, bulan sabit melengkungkan senyummu
Tabur bintang serupa kilau auramu
Akupun sadari, ku segera berlari

Cepat pulang, cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi,
Firasat ku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi

Akhirnya, bagai sungai yang mendamba samudra
Kutahu pasti kemanakan ku bermuara
semoga ada waktu

Sayangku, ku percaya alam pun berbahasa
Ada makna dibalik semua pertanda
Firasat ini, rasa rindukah ataukah tanda bahaya
Aku tak perduli, ku terus berlari

Cepat pulang, cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi,
Firasat ku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi

Dan lihatlah sayang, hujan turun dan membasahi
seolah turut berair mata

Cepat pulang, cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi,
Firasat ku ingin kau tuk cepat pulang
Cepat kembali jangan pergi lagi

Aku pun sadari, engkaulah firasat hati...

im sooooooooooo feeling this song. do you? do youu?? you should!!

today was such a bad day. it would just as good if i just stayed at home and keep quiet. right firi. it was fated.

and currently my spacebar is being such a whore.

ok now it's werkin.it began in e morning. as usual, my stomach growled and decide to poke my stomach as if im carrying a baby. but no! it was the digestive juice(making use of fnn knowledge) which decide to do the poking.

anddd, i decide to wait for 18. i knew it's gonna be packed with east viewians. east viewians? i took the 18 just to buy epok2. damn grrl. i was e only one boarding off e bus. i was like a stup dog squeezing my way out. and people just stare blankly and some, enjoy seeing my cramp face. and people choose to remain rooted to e ground and pretend not hearing that i excused myself like stup dog.

exxxcuuuseee meee. firi cumin thruu. back off back off nigga. ok no.

that was my morning story. in e afternoon, took my napha test. as usual the results like bleahh. people can die. for my shuttle run, this confident and energetic firi chose to retest and brush up her timing a lil. but no! her body chose to fall and have cut on her knees. oh boyyy.

ira & my dear two red-crossers rescued me. awww. they did the cleaning & treating with tweezer. creepy matee.

so thank you people. love you love you loads. due to that, i skipped two tests. which means ive to do again next week. next week is the boys' week. which means they'll watch me jump and run like stup dog.and how cud i ever take with them??! the world is getting impossible.

and after school, had maths mock test. i swore that my brain nearly got overheated. vroom. heavy je. i cant even do a single ques. damn. it's so diff from what ive been learning for the past 3 yrs.

there's no doubt i got a1 for every test because it's easy and basic. see people, ive to face e truth. that form teacher of mine who is nearing to retirement is teaching us e very basic thing. for now, we're supposed to be at a very intensive level! INTENSIVE! ok firi da bersuare.

im getting worried day by day seeing my grades dropping. i hope i wud not forget my 1+1. midyear is cumin. stress is the perfect word for now. we're 5mths away to e major exams.

uh'oh.

the workshop opened the eyes of my heart. the workshop makes me define of who i really am. the workshop motivates me to chase for sucess. sucess is calling me. the workshop makes me shed tears. tears of courage to speak up and fight for my right. the workshop brings back my family closer to me. i thank god for answering my prayers. i believe i can do it. i believe i can make it through. i believe in breaking through the barriors. it's not about arrogance, it's about believing.

and to you, i wished to move on if this relantionship keeps on failing.



If you love something let it go
and if it comes back then that's how you know
I got to the stop light then I made 4 rights
now I'm back where I started
and you're back in my life.

The further I go the closer I get back to you
I say I moved on till I'm reminded of you
can somebody help me
help me get out of this circle
get out of this circle?

yoha yoha. it's a saturday evening. let's have some romantic saturday evening by reading today's entry ok. good readers. ok lets start with thursday! the busiest,busiest day of the week.

it started with geography. omg. just as the sun rose, mr jain called out to no. 18. my no. dat is. somehow i predicted he's gonna call me. oh boy! 7 sense girl. ehehe. so he asked bout stewardship. im like hmmmmmmm for 10.3 secs.

so i stood dere blankly,desperate for clues. scared that he'll be sarcastic if i give some stupid ans. so at last after almost a period standing up, i drew a diagram(which i copied from rubina) based on market-oriented on e board. like crapfish. fuhhh. firi heaved a hugeee sigh of relief. like i can be so stup with these geographical things.

had chemistry remedial. must-die-die-wryte-long-and-specific-answer class. i could become a retard attending dat class. had skating. this time round we skate under the scorching sun with more rough surface. holy moly! i could get 10x dark in a month. damn gf. it's about time we should bring sun tan lotion to skating lesson.

ooo,we're sun tanning during skating lesson.

so after skating, sec 5 had a soccer match with the teachers. cool kapaa? ceh firi speaking. so we dun hesitate to watch lah despite our loosen joints and smelly bodies. we cheered like mad woman for sec 5.

unfortunately, the teachers won. thnx to hazmi,our dear skating teacher who constantly kick the ball from going to our goalpost! damn teacherfriend!

so, e match ended really late. accompanied syaz to buy her at-last-a-new-shoes. headed to courts at tm. damn. if u ever bumped on us on dat day,dats not us. i mean dats us lah. we were so so slack with our messy hair(hilang 10 suami) and shorts. yeahh.

so reached home at 9+. felt like killing bus 18. thank god i was patient. cehh. slept at 10 30 after watching J. blardy j,name step maner punye junior.aku siku. oh yeah did i mention ive watched season 2 prison break. oh boyyy. nahh, not going to tell u e ending. nany poo poo. ceh.

yest, on a goood friday, went out with e gerls. it's been a while. but damn, it's been quite a while too with erin. maybe ive spent too much time with her on dec hol. hehehe. am i so right erin? samp naek muak ryte? oh boy.

soo, let e pix do e tokin.


dee is savouring the food or a errr guy?

scratching the buttocks.

ok she's embarrased.

& i found a rat in swensen.


omg i was caught on cam. yohaaa. inspired by surya.


"did u noe that u can add a salt and pepper in a coke?"

ok it taste awful.

muker cam tepung.

ok ok pic of e day! dee fishing lime.

about time i should go to yunam haircare. im balding. oh crap!

pimp of e day.

exorcism of syazana rose.

see that shadow? fuh!









i noe, very impossible to see.


it's about time i shud kill syaz for bullying me 24/7.

please say that the pic are in very very bad quality. yeah i noe. please get for me a new cam. a 10.1 megapixel one! ill give u 10,000 pecks! ok so dats all folks. see you in the next generation.


i've not been myself lately. things just got wired up eversince god-knows-when. i gave you time, chances for not telling me what's between you. am i so demanding? spending less than half of the time was not demanding, aint it? you made this heart waited for you patiently. and thank you. because of you, im stronger as day goes by. we are so far yet i could still hear ur heart beats for me. we've been through a lot. i gave u time to be away from me for e sake of burning your burden. please come back once ur ok love. Yfiri.

loveeeeeeeee this song.

So tell me when its not alright
When its not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away

Say that its gonna be alright. That its gonna be ok. Say ok.

ok. the stadium is calling my feets.

meow!



im lovin this week. i wish school was like this everyweek. the simple reason is that there's a sport day tmr. which means there's no school,plus a hol on fri. bonus for us! weehoo. im lovin it. parapapa.

and and on mon after skewl, i dunnoe wot had gotten into us. we ate at pizza hut after skewl.

pizza hut. where the hut got pizza.

did someone mention pizza hut? i did. for me,being the obessive one in food would not hesitate man! like who would! but mind you lah, it's a student price. so no biggie.

thank you for the beautiful dee to pay for the xtra charges. skali skala. once in e pink moon. like we say, wot's like e star w/o the moon. it's like seeing dee not smiling. ok now.

wots like e sea w/o e waves? it's like firi not updating the blog! HAHA. am i so right my readers? hohoho.

so after eating pizza hut. the food digested so fast that i went famished(omg,i just learn that!) after 3hrs. oh boy.

i love monday nights. it's a hikmah night. oh boyy. i just love seeing me on screen,being so so patient. hahah. prasan jub.

so for 2dae, nuttin much happen. except that it went blue after god-knows-when. like damn ryte, ive to complete neo's essay by 12am. i tot she forget bout that long long time ago. oh boyy. i think she just hates us,especially 5B. haiz. how e hell are we supposed to be motivated if they keep looking dwn on us & say things like go-to-ite-better.

like like like. dunnoe lah,better not say anithing. so yeah,tmr im gonna wake up late and greet my lontong. oh boyy.

is there gonna be more to life? answer me ppl!

ok bye now.


it's about time i should start jogging.