hola. goodness, the 3days off is over. i went out everyday on my off days when i actually supposed to sleep without waking up. how could i shut my eyes and not see the beautiful world right? ok stop it fir.

WEDNESDAY
oh yar, had a date with my new best friend. ( he was having his sort-off 4days off too but not straight off days, like me!) ok, so we bought doughnuts(as usual) and auntie anne's pretzel which cost a bomb but it was seriously worth it. it's like 5+ for only 2 piece of pretzel. i can get 2bucks for that at cheap bakery shop. ok, it was yummy i tell you. the caramel. goodness, makes u feel like ur in heaven for a sec, maybe two. but wtv it is, u must try it although it cost of 5 doughnuts.

we sat at our usual used-to-be spot(somwhere around in singapore lah eh) so we didnt realised there was renovation going on. we had not been there for almost a year. i tot it would be sweet to reminisce the old days but no. our feets were soaked in mud. he had to walk barefooted bcos of his shoes(which are expensiveee,hmpf) which made him look not sachok? my pants were dotted with mud. how nice. it was such as extraordinary outing. it's as if we were stucked in an isolated place. a jungle where no human live. seriously. i was suffocated for the moment.

we walked and walked. he led me through the dark. he was being such a hero. muaha. cleaned ourselves at this unknown mall. the furniture mall, i think. where they sell furniture but i see no furniture. didnt even know that mall even exist. so headed home. i call it the most tiring and scariest outing i had with him.muahaha.

THURSDAY&FRIDAY
was out with ira. sadly syaz didnt join us bcos she finally got a job. an expensive job which u also have to be expensive to work in that place. muaha. so it was last minute plan and also make it up to them for all the days i disappeared. accompanied ira to do her job hunting. meet up man,azhar n anban. it's been ages since i last see them. their lameness and crapness is just still there. man gained weight and insisted it was his muscle that made him look fat. ok yey for him.














i seriously love this pic!




SATURDAY
so,work at last. just as i reached, peter asked for money. heartpain lehh. had to pay shortage. 7.40 gone just like that. see, nvr ever ever touch the cashier. once u touch, bom! it's just a sin to touch that piece of gadget. it's fun to play around it but when it comes to shortage part. wahh, felt like smashing that 1000pounds cashier. might as well just stick to brew and toast. im so addicted doing the noodles. so fandi&ali left early. fandi was being mean that he didnt came to fetch. muahaha. he was bored so he might as well come and fetch rightt. muaha. see, firi is so spoilt to fandi. :D

SUNDAY
werked alone. so i was took 16 alone early in the morning. all of the sudden, a grp of guys took the bus. i mean, pretty guysss. PRETTY GUYS. oh my oh my. cmon there's soccer guys. i knew they were playing soccer at the cage. and it's damn near my workplace. muauhaha firi evil gerl. so, there was only 3 people doing the morning shift. i, as usual multi tasking everywhere. doing toast and noodles and brew. ah jun came to save the day. thank god to have him around. he's sooooooo reliable. i mean he'll do what i say. haha ok kidding. so it was a crazy day. i skipped lunch and did noodles non-stop. this time round, alone! at least, ali helped me out last week. it was crazy. the customers were demanding. i got mixed up with dining in and take away.

home was calling my name. my werk supposed to end at 4. i stayed until 5. how cud i ever leave in such a crazy condition. the place was like a jungle. peter asked to just stay and helped around. at that point of time, i didnt realise fandi was waiting. oh boy touching ah that boy. so he make it up fer yest :D so went suntec to eat. i was like starving like a pig. sunday was supposed to be a family day. such a wrong day to go out. muaha.






see, i was being all sweet while he's like disgusted :( :( :(


ok he look drunk.


look at how his 180bucks cap do wonders to photo editing.



it was such a rough night. please, i really hope you are reading this. how could you ever want to leave me in such condition? how could you ever leave me to face all this alone? i only have you in my life right now. a place to confide to, a shoulder to lean on. and now you're being cold and want to walk away from my life? how could i ever live with the fact that you're not part of my life anymore? you're gone just like that? we face challenges together. how could you walk away when i need support from you at this point of time? and now you want to leave me so i can be happy. thats ridiculous. how could you ever say i don't love you anymore. things are never going to be the same once you walk away. never.

i love you. always.