what do you want people to remember when you graduate from poly?

love food. (chicken)

omg. i cant believe i wrote that on the board. of all things! i know mr loh was kinda upset with our answers bcos we gave rubbish like sleepy,boss,sotong, blur but funny(hana). haha. eh at least better than random ryte??!! it's a 8am class! how do you expect people to think???

okay so on sunday that is yesterday. woke up damn early and went for cemetery visiting. wah we went to alot of graves which is like located from one end to the end. we visited the oldest thats right behind cda where bf trains. now i understand why sleeping near the window is a suicidal thing. it was from 1974 i think. it was my paternal grandparents' grave. after 19 yrs of life, i know their real names and the reason they left the world so early. pathetic right? okay shuttup to all of you who knows my paternal grandfather's name!

den, visited my dad's mom, mum's grandma, my lovely lovely maternal grandfather :( and lastly, best friend's mum who just kembali ke rahmatullah last mth. the morning was so blue but i cudnt help thinking that my father looks like a gardener. he cuts the grass using a HOUSEHOLD SCISSORS OKAY PPL. ya the one which cut vegetables, cili padi :O

den mum wants to wash it and reuse. is there anything wrong reusing it or am i too fussy?

hello!! firi's back! im currently addicted to video phone. i don't know why but i love lady gaga in the video and her yellow heels! lady gaga is always weird but in this video, she's have this model-ly face like the one you can find in antm. people in youtube were commenting beyonce's way too slutty and such. i know she's hot lah but she's best dancing with her backup dancers showing off her long legs and dance moves, not shaking her boobs and grinding on the gun like soft porn. FAIL!

okay anyway, selamat hari raya aidiladha! how's ur weekend people? weekend is not up yet so can enjoy! but unfortunately for all the students who have to mug for the upcoming term test. afsn struggled this time bcos we had 5 papers in one week. i couldnt even start studying for term test. we had like reports and projects to be completes and quizzes to study. advanced food science is such a killer subject and it killed my brain and so does the other people brain. it's like maths here and there. i hate applications! i dont mind doing a maths ques but applying maths to a scenario is like 100x more hard than doing a handstand. dr mabel made us realised that we are in APPLIED food science and nutrition. so basically it's all about applying our knowledge to a scenario.

damn.

besides that, only me and leslie chose nutrition as our first choice for our attachment when we have 0.00001% hope of getting it. my 2nd choice was food development followed by lab service, sales and marketing and lastly food service. i heard for food service we are send to BK, mac and all. im like no unless you send me to airport there lah make airlines food. syok ryte??!

oklah enough of school and lets move on to...FOOD!

okay, as you all know there's new avatar grilled chicken. in the commercial, it looks pretty big right? DONT BE DECEIVED! it's like what you see for mega mac unless it states MEGA avatar grilled chicken. it's small okay?!


just look at the size of my thumb and the burger! so, in case if you're hungry, buy two okay people.



but the shaker fries was HEAVEN. i was sooooo happy they had shaker fries again. shake shake shake shake it. okay lame. the burger tasted okay. it tasted like BK's tendergrill. BK's burgers are the ones you should die for. last night, i was craving the XXL mushroom burger so badly i saw bf's head turned into a burger. okay okay more lame.

okay! last tuesday during fppkg lab, we made breads! woohooo. feel like a baker for a while but no. most of our work were done by tso. haaahaaa. it was a long 3hrs solid lab. the fermentation time was blardy 45mins and baking time 20mins. we stood arnd like idiots but once the oven's timing is up....*angelic sound* i could see the halo on top of the bread. bread are best eaten when it's freshly baked. leslie's grp made cinnamon rolls. it was heaven i tell you.

will upload the bread's pictures soon but for now, had one pic of the bread.

you can tell by the holes, the bread had high volume. when you chew it, it's soft and airy. imagine you are chewing a hot, soft and airy bread. gosh you feel like keeping it under ur armpits so that it wont cool dwn. erm...sounds gross ryte? hahahahaa.

den we baked raisins buns. upon cooling, it gets sooo hard. it looks like paparoti but damn lah, no pictures to show you guys. we spent half of the hour gobbling on the high carbo food like we can gain 5kg on that spot. true true. ive seen some tummy bulging out already. haha gross fir.

as for yesterday, mum cooked nasi minyak with black peper prawn and ayam merah! (chicken :D cooked with sambal) the black pepper prawn was killer.

it's so big and fat. the meat was juicy. slurpp slurpp. i love the hari rayas.

okay, moving on lets talk about some idiotic guys who have no brains. on thurs nite, fetched bf from school. while walking on the bridge alone, some idiotic ite's guys walked opposite me in a line like they are inseparable. so, ive to squeezed in at the end lah to walk through ryte. den, this stupid friend who is the middle pushed his friend at the side such that the guy will fall on me. he was this close to touching me. i tell you if the idiot go and hug me, ill kick everyone's balls until they couldnt ejaculate. i tell you i was so damn mad. i got so grumpy until bf came. eh siallahhhh. angry okay! fucking moron no brain. no respect for girls.

i dunnoe wassup with guys nowadaes. days by days, i heard digusting stories bout them and i got really sick. you noe it's really hard to find nice guys nowadaes. if you have a nice bf, pls lah favour stick to your bf ah. dun perangai2 want go to other guys. guys out there are menacing and evil like vampires in twilight. no sia. evil than that okay! (not referring to all guys) they'll sweet talk you, make you drunk, gangbang and throw u away. this is what's happening nowadaes. like in bohsia, the sick movie. terrible u noe. seriously, i think it's not only the guys' fault. girls also sia. sometimes girls can be a kuku in the head. changing sexual partners like changing clothes is fucking sick okay. start falling for the right guy man. even that innocent face doesnt really mean he's innocent. it's just a mask.

i got a bad headache after studying fppkg. my brain cracked after seeing the balancing equations. in my entire life, ive never seen 7 equations in just one question. what? food engineering? hell no. i need my remedy.

i could not get any inspiration to study so i ended up watching twilight. no, not the new moon lah. the FIRST one. gosh. slow poke worse than a snail. now, im dying to watch the second one. HAHA. now i wish fandi could fly to my window every night even with his uniform. i dun mind. hais now i feel like a vampire. i just want to smell him. gosh fir.

YOHAA. hello everybody!! im back!! ive got lots of stuff to share with you all. so lets begin with the weekend lah. you know i had food poisoning. ive diarrhea. i keep going back and forth to the toilet. i really hate the feeling u noe. i feel like ive lost 10kg after going to the toilet for like 5 times already. it sucks u noe. so i promised myself when im healthy once again, i will eat like mad dog. so on sunday, my father make me this super thick and salty tea to cure my diarrhea. it was disgusting.

it was worse than drinking salt water itself! imagine salt water + thick tea. no taste at all and bleargh! but i forced myself to finish the whole cup and guess wad?? i got okay after that. it was like an energy drink u noe. thick salty tea = red bull for diarrhea. okay okay wtv.

den, bf invited me to his house bcos his mum cooked. :O :O

so, i didnt hesitate to come bcos i always do. haha. his mum cooked lamb chop. it was like a 5 star hotel lamb chop. haha i noe i exaggerated bcos ive not even tried a hotel's / high class restaurant lamb chop. errr lame. haha but it was good. the sweet sauce and the tenderness of the meat just kills me. my gosh.




i was halfway eating so yeah dats why messy it was heavenly good. she specialized in western cooking. her western food are like 5/5. she once made a baked potato with cheese and minced mutton inside. god, it was heavenly. i had like 4 of them. it taste so good. that explain why my bf is getting more boncit. his abdominal fat is like increasing day by day. it used to be 6 and now 1. hahaha.

after that, went to fareast and i was craving for the fried mars so badly. finally i got it! 4 balls of heavenly battered fried mars with vanilla ice cream topped with hershey chocolate syrup. gagaga. although bf dont take choc but he forced himself and slowly he enjoys every bit of it :D den we headed to taka for more food! hehehe.

in case ur wondering. it's prata black pepper sausage. the sausage is like killer. it's huge and juicy. the prata's crispy and not oily!



had takeaway lasagne. reminds me of flavours' lasagne but this is not that soggy. it was piping hot, the cheese was stringy and the sauce was heavenly. i tell you it wasnt enough to fill our look-small-but-spacious stomach.

and desserts! we had salmon sushi. there were like more than dozen in a packet. it was goooodd. really good.


see that pringles. i find it rare bcos it was a mexican one. since i was doing on project on mexican food, (mexican fever) so i wanted to give it a try lah. haha but actually it taste normal lah. haha i cant detect the diff. all potato chips are just the same. thin and crunchy. or maybe i was too full. and btw, i cut my hair. no more irritating long hair. haha.

i dunnoe how people can survive with super thick curly long hair. firstly, it's curly. it get tangled so easily. secondly, its long. ur hair keep dropping. it may look nice IF you take care of ur hair but for me i got tired of it. you got alot of money. its oklah. no prob going salon everyday. my hair keeps dropping and the ends is so damaged. so, chop chop. chopped off all my dead ends and i feel super free and light. awwww!

den few days back after school, went to simpang bedok.




we had cheese fries and roti john cheese. it was a cheese night. simpang bedok is like happening. there's like 4 plasma tv. in every tv, there's diff movies. pirated one somemore! one was showing gi joe and more. so, thats all for food during the weekend! in the end, there's no gain weight.

-.-

on sat, watched 2012. i tell you it was a suuppeeeerr long movie. i didnt get it for the first part and it starts to get interesting at the later part. the effects were interesting and scary. i was imagining the world really become like this. all the lands were drowned. see, singapore don't build a lot of buildings okay? i got scared when i see they city. it's congested with malls. there's 3 new malls gonna be up soon. scary okay! all the malls have the same old boring shops. nuttin new, nuttin amazing. all the same. i feel like there's gonna be a hole in the middle of singapore.

just now, leslie was being a gentleman and gave us 3 free ice creams. hohoho. colourful rightt. seriously, i got sick of it oredi after selling hundreds of it.

and it's 11pm. bf still haven call me. :( tmr got catering tech! YES CHEFF!

you know i love eating rice with belacan, nasi goreng belacan. anything got belacan, i love it like a lot. i love spicy food. i love to eat until one fine day food decide to poison me. as you know, my immune level is damn low so i get sick easily. i remembered on wed i ate seafood fried rice, corned beef with bread and lastly, nasi goreng belacan.

i went back home, i slept. i woke up and feel that my body was burning hot. took temperature at 4am somemore! jakon ah got new thermometer. it was 37.5 its beyond the normal body temperature and somemore the weather is cold. it's so weird. i didnt have any sore throat or flu or anything. like sudden fever. i woke up at 7 30am fer my project meeting. while i was brushing my teeth, i was out of breath. my heart was palpitating damn fast that i got out of the toilet on time bcos i saw dots and fall flat on the ground, trying hard to breath. gosh drama right fir.

den, i cudnt turn up fer the meeting. so i took a rest and woke up in the afternoon to meet bf. i gathered all my strength just to meet bf okaayy. lucky fer him, i lost my appetite. i cudnt eat anything. i just feel like throwing up. it was weird for him bcos i usually complain 24/7 that im hungry. muaha. so his money was...safe and sound.

den, he walked the entire ion orchard. i swear my legs were like crying and begging fer help. just as we left forum, i made a super horrible face that nobody can make and yelled i really want to sit like as if im 10mths pregnant but no. den, he wipe the wet seat and tadaa i sit. den, he sat there, reading his magazine while waiting fer me like a good boy.

awww. we walked from far east plaza, paragon, cathay cineleisure, heeren. took bus to raffles city den bugis to alter his pants and lastly bedok. my god. only god knows how we feel.

by 7pm...

" fir, are you hungry? "
" no. i feel full. i got no appetite to eat. "
" oh...okay.."
" why? you hungry? "
" YALAH HUNGRY AH. LIKE ZOMBIE OREDI. CANNOT THINK WHAT TO BUY. STRESS OREDI NO FOOD. "

i seriously tot he also lost his appetite skali no. haha gosh. den we go long john. like billion years i didnt eat there. missed the cheese. i ate something healthy and appetising..like crispy shrimp and potato salad? haha but it was nice ah. the veges damn fresh. as usual, we faced the wall and ate like pigs. bf who was sooooooo talkative earlier, was so quiet when we started to eat. i turned to find him eating like the world gonna end. he was really, really hungry. haha.

i know it's abit messy but it's damn nice. i planned to bring him go vintage delicafe as i heard the food there were good but i fall sick on the wrong day. hmpfff.

so, i ate damn little from yesterday. gosh im terrified of growing more and more skinny as im skinny. ill be more skinny. damn damn skinny girl. and now im having a headache. i want my appetite back! i want to eat ALOT OF NICE FOOD! and yey for sis, she got a job at 15! gosh. need to sleep. byebye!

and yes, im currently stuck to the song, send it on by jonas brothers,miley cyrus, demi lovato and selena gomez. i noe it's kental but its damn nice!

hola hola. lets just update what i was up to during the weekend. on saturday, i didnt plan to go out. i just wanted to stay hm as bf was not arnd. its been so long since im home for the whole day bcos everyday i reached hm real late like as if i got 2 to 3 jobs but no. just fulfilling my job as a student and a gf yet..so busy. muahaha.

so, sister forced me to go out wif her and we went ion. me and dd's fave mall. the heaven place. so my parents pronounced it as E-on instead of I-on. no matter how hard i teached them, they still pronounce it the same especially my dad who yelled ' where's E-on ahh??!" in the middle of the city. sounded like star wars u noe.

reminds me of the time when he wanted to order mocha. it's pronounce as mo-ka right? he confidently said mo-cha. you know, got-CHA? ya, mo-CHA. i burst out laughing and he blushed terribly.

i missed my sec sch friends calling me by asnan instead of fir. gosh haha. however, i could hear 10 times better than u call me fir/firi.

okay den we went home and fantasize the christmas lights. one time i was like woahh and another time, i went like holy crap, they wasted a lot of electricity! so contradicting! 98.7fm is promoting saving gaia and all and there, at orchard like sardine everywhere got lights. look left, right, up, down, middle got lights. i think by end of this year, every singaporeans need to get glasses. got eye problem oredi.

so, the next day. went to city square at serangoon there. my gosh, i dunnoe why. it's not even deepavali and it's over but it feels like its deepavali. the place was full of indians. everywhere black hair and moustache. 97% of them are males. its like gayvali. some holding hands. some kissing. no, kidding. but they really hold hands but i think we are used to it oredi.

so, when we reached city square, there were zero of them. wth? it feels like im in chinatown.

so, the shops are veri boring. all local shops. here comes the interesting part. went to bk. bk was cool. got balcony somemore! but its very cramp and the scenery is not that err..interesting. in front of it are just shops selling pratas and murtabak. ate the latest XXL MUSHROOM SWISS. IT WAS THE HEAVEN BURGER WE EVER TASTED. so far, its the best bk burger but got beef lah. (sorry, ta but i think got chicken.) but its damn nice. we finished up the burger in like a min. the burger is huge. not like mac which is like 2 storey high. so, this burger is much more convenient for some girls who don't want to look ugly eating a burger.

i realised a week past so fast like barney chasing after a lizard's tail.

dd took a heavenly leave last wed so he was free for the whole one week but timetable sucks big time. i went home everyday at 6pm and he had to wait like the prince waiting for the princess to come and rescue him.

btw, had my first catering tech lab yesterday. he was a big, enormous chef who looks damn fierce. at first, he holds the door and thought me and ta wanted to go in. so i was munching my goreng pisang and we played staring game. den, when he realised we're not going in, he tsk-ed at us!

he asked if my eyelash were real or fake. he doubted me and insist that later he will pull my eyelash. wth wth. chef so egoistic. we ended damn late like 6 15pm bcos he talks so slow. we have to address him as chef and screamed yes chef! when he ask questions. i feel like im in boot camp. like hell kitchen also.

but, the kitchen was heavenly beautiful. i love the asian kitchen. so like got 20 woks and got plasma tv somemore! i cud just imagine myself cooking nasi goreng, hor fun. ceh. i wished we could cook there but nah, it's not even for us. basket ryte. imagine they spent millions on the kitchen and thousands on the machines. all of our money goes there okay people and we're not authorized to use the kitchen.

wth wth.

yesterday ate at kampung chai chee. we had the place to all ourselves. ya! it was damn empty and the workers were stoning. i figured out why it was empty. it was damn expensive! 6 nuggets cost like 6bucks. 1 nugget cost $1. doesnt make sense at all. can buy 1 packet of nuggets which has more than 6 nuggets and cost less than 6bucks. cheat money. don't they know how to make business? feel like putting all of them into the entrepreneurship course which i went through.

firstly, the place was by the streets and the cost of the food is like the same as the restaurant's one. i rather eat at fareast right. got aircon but yet the sizzling seafood hotplate noodles cost 4bucks and ice lemon tea cost 1buck and they have billions of customer.

so, dd was like 'tempat budget,makanan mahal.mengarot sak' the place so budget,food so expensive.like crap. then, i think the owner of the shop heard him and turned to glare at us. okay, here comes the good part. the food was damn nice. the chicken chop was heaven. the sauce is sweet. so far, ive nvr tried a roux sauce thats like so sweet. the e-mee was nice too. so, oklah lucky the food nice. if not, i think i burned down the shop.

haha that's all for food.

just now mum asked me to read sunday's malay paper and there i saw my best friend's mum.

irashikin, im sorry for your loss. your mum really loves you. we all can see how she really cares for you. you've been my bestest friend for the entire secondary school life and it's sad how it ends like this. ive always had dreams of you and syaz and believe me, it could never end up to this day. i felt that the memories were haunting me. when i get to talk to you, i was calmed and felt my nightmares were over. be strong and know that she's always watching over you. make her happy by doing the right things in your life. hope you,your sister and father are all strong to overcome this. sebalik ni semua, ade hikmah nye. keep holding on. will see you really soon.

Alloohummaghfir li Allahyarhamha Siti Wariah Bte Puris warfa' darajatahuu fil mahdiyyiin wakhlufhu fii aqibihii fil ghaabiriin waghfir lanaa walahuu yaa rabbal aalamiin wafsah lahuu fii qabrihi wa nawwir lahuu fiihi.

is britney spears getting younger or she tried very hard to conceal that wrinklish eyes and that age behind her. wtv, she looks damn hot in her new video, three. oklah, at least she's better than madonna rightt. have you watched madonna's celebration music video? i was like slapping my forehead zillions of times. if im her daughter, ill be screaming at her and be like 'mum, ur old and just accept that your going to be a grandma soon.' i could just imagine my grandma dancing and touching her v spot and flirting with some young djs who is like 30yrs younger than her. gosh, i think ill sleep tonight with the gas on.

anywayy, up to them lah eh. as long as they're happy ah eh. ive been wanting to update this but the week is like so packed and loaded with schoolwork, projects and research. so, im going to update last weekend's outing. so, me and bf decided to go fer sushi since we had enough of chickens and all.


so, bf ate the basic one with crab and cucumber. so, i tried feeding him the tuna and teriyaki by saying, " eh sedap! sedap! " den he opened his mouth and make a really awful face. den, i was so full that i cudnt finish it. he die2 dunwan the fish sushi bcos he find it digusting and i cudnt finish it. so, i was like do you that oily fish is good? it got the omega fatty acid and it's good fer ur brain you noe. he was like really ah?? literally trying to say he can be clever by eating it. den, he swallow the whole thing. *kening naek kening naek*

den, school school. boring boring but friday was the worst. we had 4 hours of lab just to wait fer autoclaving. i remembered i was so blur throughout the lab. i regretted fer not studying so hard fer basic microbiology last year. now im like so damn blardy blur and i cudnt even recall wad ive learnt. now im like struggling like fish on sand. i study fer the sake of studying and pass but i dun bother to remember it. wad a mistake. the biggest mistake was getting into the cluster which i dunlike at all. thats the biggest mistake ive make in my poly life so far.

okay, now to spoil your appetite.




oklah, she looks beautiful with long hair and pretty with short hair. hmmm.

tmr i got meetcareperson at 8-9am and my actual lesson starts at 1pm. urgh.

hello peeps. i dunnoe whats with my previous song. russian roulette became some hiphop gangster shit. okay, currently bf is beside me..watching soccer. okay S-league to be precise. i want to make a worldwide announcement. BF is watching soccer on the night of halloween. their family is happily catching MJ's this is it which 99% of singaporeans are crazy fer. im currently listening to hana's blog song. i will always love you...i really want to update about me forcing bf to eat sushi which he..hates but somehow i used my magic words. hoho.

right now, im just happily typing to kill time. time check: it's only 11.42am and my sister is somewhere around engineering school. 12.10pm we gonna have consultation which lasted only 15 minutes out of 3 hours. hais, i miss my friends. they just left like a minute ago for the chickens i love most, kfc! mardy is going to buy fer me cheese fries. aww! currently, my hand is like an ice cream. i smell so good after applying vanilla, strawberry and orange puree lotion on my hands which all belongs to hana. hmpf! dear body shop, you know im a biggest fan of your lotions and beauty products. if you want to clear stock, please dun be shy to clear it to me. haha geesh. why do bf have to work? i miss every piece of him. his smell, his face, his ketiak and all.

projects just killed our happy lives and it's only the 2nd week of school and it feels like the 5th. i think by the 5th week of school, people from other school will go on like , ' i didnt know that zombies go school. ' i'm sick and tired sitting alone in the corner of the lab and class. i think ill start having imaginary friend so that i can laugh my arse off. btw, todae was such a beautiful day that i fall asleep like hundred times just now. yesterday nite, me and bf kene road block and it scared the shit out of me. i feel like a criminal for a minute (a while only). they thought i was drunk when actually i was really tired and sleepy. i think wad policeman really do for a living is to be kpo. worse than makcik bawah blok i tell you.

i love ikan kering (dried salted fish)and i don't know whats wrong with people like me eating it. its nice! if not for hypertension, i would eat it everyday. haha random. okay i want to watch my sister's keeper but it's depressing!

okay i shall not complain how depressing my life is but it really is. just now fer break, my bf willingly came over to my school and accompany me go break. it's about time i should appreciate things especially my electives and..of course my bf. look at the bright side of life,fir. aww.

had a long dreadful lab. honestly, i just kept quiet throughout the lab and just smile when they make a joke. i was reading mardy's blog and yes i soooo totally agree. it's not like anti-social thing but seriously im just tired of making friends all over again. im firi, 19 and they go on like ehh how come you're 19 and not 18. byk spelling. confirm they think i minah. i smoke, clubbing, got a lot of bf den they shocked im in 5yrs relationship with bf. blabla. eh, im already 1.5 yr in this school oredi, tired u noe have to go around make new friends and exchange no. and work with people you don't really know.

imagine, we gonna have 4 different projects and all got different group members. walauwei. my hp memory card will explode on one fine day. okay lets just not talk about school.

anyway, yesterdae i saw this young malay couple with a baby. okay im not gonna talk about shotgun or whatsoever shit. for once, i was so mad at them bcos their baby is skinny. i mean not my skinny. extremely malnourished infant! im like damn, don't you feed your baby?! you know some inconsiderate mum or dad smoked in front of their infant and they don't blardy care their baby is actually smoking too?! but then, after a while, it was actually a premature baby! severely premature baby. take your eraser now and the baby's feet is the size of that. gosh and i imagined how small i was as an infant. i was like one of them. i feel so sad all of the sudden. if im that lady, confirm i cry everyday looking at my baby...suffering..:(

and two days ago, someone followed me home. it was damn scary and it freaked me out. so, girls always bring perfume with you ok? ok ive to do research. screw this.

A BORE TO THE MAX. honestly, after today i think my life's totally screwed up. i tried my best not to remind myself i didnt get nutrition but how i cud i avoid it when the nutrition people are my own friends? when i went to lecture alone, ppl were like wth. firi is always with another 5 girls who...just look the same. they gave me a i-pity-you and offered me a seat. ana and lyn were calling me at other end and im so torn in between of two so i decided to stay in the middle. fair and square! tada.

so, FPPkg (food packaging and processing. its a lame module.) i dunnoe why they added kg behind. yeah, so food science people ARE supposed to go to malacca as a study trip fer 4 days. i mean malacca? the cultural place which sells billions of keychains? whats there to shop? haha. if majority didnt go, they have to make as a assignment. goshh.....i cant leave spore behind.....i cant leave bf behind.

haha.

so, the lecturer looks like william hung or maybe thats him. after messing around fer years, he decide to repent and finally come to the point that he'll use his brain instead of his voice. okay okay enuff. den, health and wellness is like gosh. i feel so loser studying these subjects. hais.

okay im sure all the girls in this world knows justin bieber who sangs 'one time'. i seriously thought it was some random girls sang this but after knowing its a little boy who sang this, i paid more attention to this song. kinda remind me of chris brown who sang run it. surprisingly, bf likes this song. im amazed. so im predicting what will happen if he breaks his voice. i saw this comment ' hit puberty. gosh. ' haha basket basket.

okay i think thats all. im seriously hungry even though i just ate a hugeeee sandwich. gosh. byebye.

okay people, im abit depressed about getting food science elective. ive emailed the course coordinater and he cudn't even help me as there's overwhelming requests which means 98% of the chort wants to be in nutrition. can you imagine that?? i mean who wants to be in food science. it's so cruel after hearing all those baked beans stuff. im sure you guys dont want to know.

so, im trying to best to get over it and learn to accept it. this morning, ive just emailed another lecturer which im sure she will feel my pain. im sure she don't want her students who are passionate about nutrition like me ended up in food science. so her reply is still pending but im doubtful that ill get the nutrition elective. obviously they don't want their students be one sided and all go nutrition right?? might as well they open a new course right, diploma in nutrition ONLY. im sure there's couple of students who's suffering like me.

wth. what was the problem that i dont always get the things i wanted. first it was the teaching thing and now, this. why cant school cheer me up a lil? just let me take one nutrition elective and ill be damn happy. im just sitting in the corner with my puffed eyes, trying to learn the truth. i mean it's worst than taking the supp paper i think. you study supp paper, passed and poof! you're cleared the semester.

this one is like you are forced to study the subjects you don't even like and worst, you dont even choose! i feel like my dream is crushed...to pieces..and nobody's there to pick up and glue it fer me. gosh. i rarely see the girls now..except we go fer same lec for certain days. i know they're trying to make me feel better. i appreciate it but what if i got into this project group and this bitch trying to mess things up. who do i turn to when i want to vomit blood?

okay fir okay. im trying to get over it...slowly. gosh, school is like in few days away and im not looking forward to it. look at the bright side of life. like what bf say, it's not as if i got expelled from school. eh ya lor ya lor! be positive and...independent :( miss independent...thats what i like her..she got her own things...


okay despite all that, bf brought me to movie. he booked tix for the movie, darah which ive been longing to watch. see, i got this thing for gory movie. ive seen thai and US one. their gory movies are like 4 thumbs up man. so, i tried to watch the indon one. the kuntilanak lady was there. so i knew it lah, she will be the one who will survived in this film. it's always her. okay, the movie is like familiar to thai's meat grinder.

they will eat human meat and they'll say it nice. ew. imagine eating your own liver. i wonder how it taste like. pyscho sia fir! okay, imagine lah she's lived from the 18th century. one thing that is merepek about this movie is that they never tell how the woman become so young until today. some dumb people like me will think that she eat human meat thats why she can be so young and den ill start cutting my own meat and make sambal goreng.

the movie is slow,draggy but..the best part was that the lady dara kills the movie. she's sooo scary with her wig and the way she talks but i give this movie 2/5. kwang kwang.

anyway, l4d2 is banned in australia. poor aussies. yeah mate, got to deal with that mate. well i tot singapore is the most strict country. it got me wrong. there's gonna be chainsaw and all. fuyoo.

american next top model cycle 13 doesnt interest me except their photos. i will fast forward to their photoshoot and judging part. the girls dress up normally. simple. shirt, jeans and flat shoes. totally different from other cycles! wth. i dunnoe whats with the flat shoes but ive been noticing that during the judging panel, ALL of them wore flat sandals, slippers and worst flip flops.

i really think they were not supposed to wear high heels because you need to be short but look rather not short and outstanding at the same time. so, high heels is prohibited. every photo shoots, they must look tall. so all they go, stretching their legs, neck, hands and get bruises at the end of the dae. kwang kwang right.

DEAR APPLIED FOOD SCIENCE AND NUTRITION LEVEL 2 STUDENTS,

please if you happen to read this, den GOOD! if you willingly to give up your nutrition elective and wanted food science instead, please please change with me. im like totally screwed up and at wits end, only god knows how i feel. my god. why does this have happen to me? i got food science which ive zero interest in. i dunnoe why they throw me in food science. maybe im just dumb doing nutrition. i even cried after doing nutrition paper but still! i went to this course to study nutrition. omg my dreams are all shattered..hais..and ive to study health & wellness and packaging. wtf. gosh. any kind souls out there? :'(

okay yesterday went to accompanied bf do his shopping. he shopped until he totally dropped i tell you. yest was damn a lot of people like tmr's the end of the world so people must shop like crazy. im saying this like its the first time but nahh, saturday's always like this. lame fir.

so, i was starving like mad until i began to throw tantrum. poor bf. so, went to MCDONALD! :D ordered mega mac and mega mcspicy. den, this china girl gave me two mega mac. eh, no variety ryte!


me: excuse me, i tot i ordered mega mac and megaspicy.
chinagirl: but u sai 2 mega mac (actually i saw her making that 'two' finger sign lah. oh damn damn)
me: hmmm, but can i change it to mega mcspicy?
chinagirl looks over to her indian friend.
indian guy: okay can can. *took the burger*
me: eh, i tot i must add in more money?
*both looks at the board and starting counting like it was an impromptu maths quiz*
indian guy: 35 cents ryte?
chinagirl: ya ya 35 cents.

okay i tot it was a dollar. bcos the mega mcspicy is much much expensive than mega mac. alah, i gave her 4ocents and ran away. the end of story.

den, we ate like hungry pigs. luckily we were facing the wall. the mega mac was like 2 storey building okay. den smart bf took beef patty to the mcspicy and it taste super nice! aww, now my stomach's growling. bf was like oh damn, im gonna be fat. you know he was trying out this jeans. it was one size bigger than his actual waist size. den, he adjusted and pulled the jeans down and accidentally tore the back pocket! omg. i tot he farted or what but no.

he was panicking until he went paranoid. he tot he have to pay and so on. he wanted to buy the jeans actually..but it was torn okay people! so, i put a super thick face and asked for a new piece and luckily the saleperson was a blur2 one. so he didnt realise the torn part. phew. so im wondering what will happen if he just stuff in the mcspicy together with the mega mac?

and yes, this reminds me of how malay i look and bf doesnt. hmpf. after we ate, this guy who works at macdonald came to me. i tot he was gonna scold us....for eating like pigs?

he: awak..awak kenal bdk2 yg duduk kat situ tadi? (you know those guys that sat there just now?)
me: *errr, looks at bf*
he: *turned to bf* are you a malay?
bf: *blush* hehe ya.

ehhh wad u trying to say bout me? low self esteem alert low self esteem. sad already. den, we went bugis to alter our jeans at 10pm okay people. we were like sleepy, tired, thirsty. den, we went home. we tot of watching darah but we were damn tired. confirm i sleep in the cinema. since he got work tmr, okay lorh.

now, im starving like mad. im craving for macdls. tmr is the chalet. im so looking to the food and it better be nice. hehehe. so it'll be worth my 20bucks. okay gdbye nw!

awww ive a sad news to share with you readers. today at 9am, barney boy (my cat lah. i still dunnoe why we name it after a purple dinosaur.) ok ok. today at 9am, barney was send to the vet and i think he is sobbing over that and goes like wth, who are these people? why is the world look so weird. it's okay barney. ur not alone.

okay, barney got its one of its organ removed. i dunnoe wad its called lah but he's been sexually aroused these days. OMG ryte. he's been a virgin for many yrs man and recently, there's a female cat which just recently moved in and everynite he goes meow meow like knight in shining armour, calling out for his love. yeah yeah he needs to make luv. den, he'll get so agitated if we didnt let him out. he bites my dad's feet until he had to take leave for work. yah, thats how serious it is. so, tadaaa barney is lost somewhere in the vet.

den, after sending barney there. my parents is now getting ready to jln rayer. ???!! arent they supposed to be sad bout this??!

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me. okay wtv k fir. my birthday is soooooooooooo da basi. crook crook but i wanted to post this bcos..we had a celebration made by my friends recently. somehow i knew lah they were gonna celebrate my birthday (step know only) but when i reached mardy's hse, i ferget that my birthday existed.

we ate lasagne made by mardy's mum (awwww! i actually believed that they made it. thnx. ), laughed at the paused scene of the exorcist. we are lame people okay. haha.


den, randomly there was a cake with lighted candles coming near me. im like eh? oh ya, my birthday lah. it was nice, nice. chocolate mousse. and they lied okay they make this cake!! and i being the most gullible one in the grp, i actually believed it! den they gave me a beautifulllll gift which ive been eyeing but no $$ to buy. they gave me escada ocean lounge. awwww. i was literally screaming at the top of my lungs. confirm this year's gift all perfume lah. tarini got her gucci rush perfume. den me escada. next _____. (this year no december rite?) anw, love u girls man.


okay, bf gave me this hugee cake like my whole family's birthday. it was damn nice. this yr, bf didnt give me a gift..but instead, gave me his card for me to go shopping. hoho. freedom lah. thank you all beautiful people for making my birthday a memorable one. one last year as an adolescent. den byebye, say hello to adulthood.

next week is the final week to enjoy my arse off before a new semester starts! boring oredi...right now, im struggling to teach both of my tutees bcos their exams are like nearing. im spending everyday with them samp jelak btol. they are seriously giving me hard time. they dun make an effort to even open their books and do self-revision. hmppff. my sister gave me a cold shoulder when i offered to teach her chemistry and physics. wads worst, my mum's gonna blame me if my sister failed her exams. pressure pressure bebb.

and today, im gonna fly to my cousin's hse and hav some sleepover and took some time off from all this stressness and tmr's gonna be another day. haha wth fir. it's been a while i ate chicken wings from the nearby coffeeshop. slurpp chicken wingss!! it's been a while i didnt tok about chicken.

you noe even since mac launched the heavenly mega mcspicy, me and bf just cudnt live w/o it. we always go back for the same meal every single week. we cud just die not having it okay people! sobs! hahaha. okay btw, todae is the premiere of DARAH!! the goryy, disgusting movie.

this week, ive been watching gory movie. so sick but i like. haha. watched thai's meat grinder. the story is about a psycho woman who makes human meat for her noodle and people all love it! so digusting. she killed all the man and chop off their heads and intestines. ew ryte. and next movie is wrong turn. it's bout canibals. and next, so gonna watch darah. hehehehe.

you know i was watching the darah's trailer, people were commenting on the song. the song is nice, like 80s song. i think the song will be played when they are in the process of killing them. people even want to download it! are they out of their mind. how cud u download a song from a horror movie?? siao. pagal oredi.

okay maintain k my tagboard sampai vasantham, gerimis di hati lah come out. okay i wanna thank you guys okay for standing up fer me. AWWW! BIG AWW. now that the no-life people is gone gone. i think off to library or memorising every words in dictionary. so anw, watched 3 movies in a week. i mean not in cinemas lah. u think i rich issitt??

helooooo! okay people. it's like the 4th day of rayer but still i feel like it's the last day of rayer. muaha, all of the sudden i felt like the suasana rayer is gone. people working and schooling while cracking their brains for exams, ns people are working and doing their pumping and..while the poly and ite students are free free free.

we're left with less than one month to school. i can't believe school is going to start real soon. another round of projects, quizzes, tests, reports. OMG! i feel so dehydrated after going thru 2.1. hais no life no life. goodbye semester 2.1, hello semester 2.2. okay wtv ah fir. hello, time to darken that dark circles and yes, more pimples!!

ive to start worrying about my kids. their exams are like few weeks away and i was clueless about it until my cousin told me. somemore they can ask if they can start tuition starting of october. i cant believed i actually agreed w/o hesistation. i tot it was okay to give them a break and lalala let them enjoy rayer but damn, i was wrong. lousy tutor.

and..some low lifer people just randomly tagged im a minah, fucking malay slut. so typical like they have not learn their vocabs well. dont u have better other things to say? go open lah ur dictionary and start learning ur vocabs well. im sure there's plenty at home. i mean it's good for ur future too. who knows u bcome a lawyer, den you started to accuse ur other client 'ur a fucking malay slut, ur a minah.' like so bimbotic, the client will go wtf. confirm the judge wig fall off. or maybe u got some debate going on and you starting to say the same words. eh balek lah bace kamus! kesian. go go tag okay? lets put some entertainment on my blog okay since i feel like its dying.

helooooo readersss. anw, selamat hari rayer. maaf zahir & batin. ive been wanting to update. u noe there's like lotsss of things to update but u noee (mcm macik2), i just cant seem to find the right time. everytime i go to the blogger page, ill leave this space blank and go to somewhere else like watching my tagalog drama. haha i noe it's not as typical. hmpf!!! people are also watching korean drama hmpf! even macik also watch okay! but this weird one is so obsessed with tagalog drama. wad to do when bf has filipino blood.

okay anw, this is gonna be loooooonngg bloody post so get ready for some eyes-popping! its fun okay, u shud try. okay firstly, i had a job. it's a temporary job which i needed to pay for my baju rayer. i seriously tot it will cost up to 300bucks okay! i got scared lah. i dunnoe where else i can find money den skali i resort to tailong how??

WORK
so the job was pretty simple lah. just write the person's name in the card and slot in the envelope and frank it and seal it. tadaa! simple rightt. simple kebabai. we had to do 4000 cards. like damn right. people shud start having emails like seriously. zaman ape ni. we had to seal using some kiddo glue. kwang. so we took like 4.5 daes when it supposingly to be 6 daes. there were 5 of us so many manpower. so if u happens to work in singpost or wtv, feel free to hire us. we have loadss of experience. winks*



THE HILLS
step oni. so, there were so much drama. i feel like im in the hills but budjet version. less materialistic. kwang. and yes, lauren conrad left the hills and THAT BLOODY BITCH KRISTIN FROM LAGUNA SUDDENLY POP OUT DURING HEIDI'S WEDDING AND YES, SHE'S GONNA REPLACE LAUREN! WTF WTF! omg im so mad. i lovee lauren, i love lauren i can paste lauren's poster on my wall but no i have not done it yet. but why kristin. she's gonna ruin the hills. take note people, dun watch the hills anymore. its gonna be the bitchest show on earth with that bitch in it.


i was close to tears watching lauren in the limo, leaving heidi's wedding like as if leaving the show forever(yes she is) that she initially created. anyway, she had a great life (i called her yesterdae night.thats how i noe.winks*) yah, she appeared as a guest judge on americas next top model cycle 13. i was like so happy. omg lauren!! okay i feel lessy tokin about this. skip the topic. anddd anww, the new cycle of antm is taking short girls!! i think they took in 170cm and below. the shortest contestant was around my height. when i saw her on screen, she's like a mini. so i imagine myself there. confirm like dwarf. butt all of them took gooood pictures compared to tall, gala girls.

RESULTS
okay enuff lah. see, im always off. anw, yeah life is so much drama. during work, the results came out. it was supposed to be the first dae of work but there was this system breakdwn. basket right make me all tensed up until i can lost 100calories okay. so, mardy got it first. den me. oklah, alhamdulilah i passed all! fuh. i seriously expected a D or....F for the nutrition paper which i screwed up. but i got a C :D :D AMIN AMIN. results was average C and C+. and no cds!! next sem is all gonna be electivess. hopefully i get into nutrition although i sucks at it. muaha. okay, den after work ended.

BIRTHDAY AT SWENSEN
been going to geylang more often for food. my face got worst as days go by while bf glows even more. ironic ironic. den, did my advanced bdae shopping a week before my bdae. must kiasu lah. ate at swensen. omg, u must try the new chili crab pasta. it's BLARDY NICE. ONE PLATE IS NOT ENUFF FOR U. i tot it's gonna be so troublesome must kopek dis kopek that but no, i ate all of them. bf tried the new fried fish with apricot mayo. its fantastic, lovely issit it? (kumar's line) it's muacks, fabolous.


DAHIL MAY ISANG IKAW


its the new taglog drama that im so obsessed. i guess people noe the reason why im obsessed with this lah. got my kristin and jericho!! they made a comeback like finally after 5yrs.


ive been waitin and waitin for 5 yrs ok people. cam ye ye. they look a bit older. no more kental face anymore. kristin is like damn hot. she inspired me to be a lawyer. the drama is fantastic! lovely issit it? im slowly learning tagalog as u all can see. s-l-o-w-l-y-l-e-a-r-n-i-n-g. maharamin salamat!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
okay for the first day of raye it's a bit crook2. i woke up late to learn that everyone is gone for kubor visiting. i feel so bad okay for not visiting. den went to my makcik hse and met my cuzzin there. yes, first day of rayer it's a die-die and must meet cuzzin. took loads of pictures and i didnt noe they had a camera -.-


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
okay my birthday falls on the second dae of rayer! like woohoo ryte??! but idk why it's so crook2. i just want to see my bf! he just got back from work and probably sleeping ryte now! poor thing right he had to work on the first dae of rayer.

me: if you love me, on the night of my bdae u bring me a small cake with a lighted candle.
dd: alah...im not promising u.
me: dun care!

hehe headache bf headache.

hello hola. okay ive been wanting to post my new hair colour. i know the previous post i DID told you guys i dyed SWEET PINK, which means it's supposed to be reddish. okay here's my new hair color. you guys will go WTH sia..


does this even look like sweet pink to you?? look like sweet caramel ah siaa. doesnt have that red colour at all. it was at first. i was so elated like finally my hair change color but no! my hair chose to go back to the same color! there's just this thing between my hair and red. they dont mix. my hair wud never go red or other color. even i dye the most hideous color like lime green or yellow banana also, it will go back to the same color. eh alamak. i bet ht hair is like glowing red. hmpf,merajuk.

okay anyway, yest went window shopping. i tell you, never go window shopping when there is zero cash with you. u noe ive been eyeing on this blardy nice armanixchange bag and it's totally not sellable on the net anymore. i was so blardy sad. i tot of ordering over the net cos its cheaper than the retail price lah. alah, cheapskate ah. on the net it's only 100+ while retail price is over 200+. nk mampos ryte.

den, went to one of the shops in paragon and skali i saw it there! on the display!! :( :( :( blardy hell ryte. i stood there, rooted and drooling over the bag. sad u noe. okay get over it fir. den i saw a lot and a lot more of nice things. hais so sad. dd been wanting to buy this shoe which cost more than his pay. tsktsk $$. i wonder how he can buy all his things so easily like as if his money dropped from sky. if it were me, ill think 2,3,4,5 times bout it. see, we are just two diff ppl with diff perception but.....still love him like mad.

buker at kfc. like finally, chickens!!! pokpok! okay bf took out his cookies which his mum baked. u noe before buker, it's sunat to eat kurma and he was telling the whole people in kfc to eat kurma when actually it's his mum's cookies. -.-

okay den went geylang. i think this is the 5th time going there. i just cant resist the food man. i always go to the food section ONLY cos its our fave part of all.

den there's this burger guy who have his 'style' of making burger. if u guys order burger from him ryte, he will confidently throw this mayo bottle above him and catch it, making a sexy face u noe!! maintain k muker. i just hope that the mayo will splash on his botak head or his frends head the moment he did that. muahaha okay stop it fir.



i was so pissed he deleted 2/3 pictures we took. since he didnt make use of his camera phone, he decide to change his hp with me! hurrayy! got a new phone got a new phone!

HALO people. okay people ive just dyed my hair but only two people spotted the diff. wth. used the new liese hair bubble color,sweet pink. i liked the results bcos the color is evenly distributed. no ugly patches, no orange at the bottom and red on top of the hair and wtv. no no. it's all fine and good. its so easy like abc. its like shampoo-ing ur hair. if u dunnoe how to shampoo ur hair, i dunnoe wad to say. you can close ur eyes while dying ur hair. you can ask ur cat to dye for you.

only one thing i could not stand is the SMELL. can choke to death okay. so dun dye in an enclosed space or lock urself in the toilet like loner. must keep the doors open okay or else ull die while dying ur hair. omg that rhymes.

first, it was my sister who noticed it bcos i dyed in front of her -.- second, my bf. the moment he opened his door, he was like 'UR HAIR!'. rilek ah, like as if he saw medusa u noe. den, thats it! nobody noticed the new color! im SOO SAD.

okay anywayy, we're left with 2 weeks to rayer!! woohoo. 1 week to bf's pay. 2 weeks to rayer. 2 weeks to my bday! :D and...less than a week to results. omg, its nerve wrecking okay waiting for the results. degap degup. tried my best not to think about it but i just cant lah! hais. okay off to watch some cheapskate movie. hehehoho. bye now!